The Feels (Karlnap smut and fluff)🧡💜🧡💜

Moving in

Karl pov
I walked through the small courtyard,our rooms and living spaces like kitchen's,bathrooms,and living rooms were surrounding the concrete paths and plants in a ring shaped house.
I smiled gidily,I can't believe Jimmy bought this for us!I was unbelievably happy.My friend and boss,Mr.Beast had gotten multiple of my friends from the dream smp to help him with a video to prepare a small mansion for charity,but they surprised use.Me,Bad,George,Tubbo,and even Tommy were so happy we were giggling,almost crying.
My face burned as I remembered when he hugged me out of pure joy. Honestly I kinda wish he'd done what the couples did. He blushed and immediately shouted at himself to shut up.Him and sapnap weren't dating,Karl ejust liked him.So they couldn't have done what Bad and Skeppy did,besides Sapnap wouldn't kiss me anyways.
He was excused from his sad thoughts of how he wished Sapnap would ever love him over all those girls after him,when he walked into the living space.
He smiled despite himself.Sitting at the couch,Nikki,Jack,and Tubbo were playing video games while Wilbur and Tommy argued with eachother,Phil and Techno trying to negotiate,Ranboo watching silently. Those five really are like family,and Ranboos that neighbor kid your mom forced you to be friends with. He giggled to himself.Atleast Tommy,Ranboo and Tubbo had finally began to be best friends.I walked past Wilbur,who was giving Tommy a noogie,but it didn't really work because Tommy was only a few inches shorter.
He walked into an elevator and as he clicked the buttons in the boxed room,he began to rise up. I wonder who's on my floor? In this small mansion there were 4 floors with 5 rooms,and 5 bathrooms.
The rising movement finally stopped and the doors slid open.I walked down the right side of the hall the left side was lined up with bath rooms.I listed the names in my head Bad,Skeppy,Jack,Myself,and...SAPNAP! I was so happy as I walked into my own room.There was a bed,desk,a dresser,a TV and the newest Xbox,along with games for the Xbox.Next to the TV was a key to his bathroom and a note from Jimmy.
I unpacked the suitcase I rolled all the way here.And just li,like, me,plopped them in the drawers,leaving them clumped unorderly,unordered, all of the clothes were in there own groups of drawers.
I was super bored now.Id already met everyone  that was living here and seen most of the rooms,so I pulled out my phone and started to check Twitter. Sap posted! He smiled to himself and clicked on it.He stopped smiling in shock.It was about him.It said: Just moved in,my beautiful Karl is next door 😍🥰.
My face blushed and I silently turned off his phone,setting it screen down and slowly layer down.My face wax bright red as I flipped my body over and stuffed my facenin it,squealing shyly.Since the pillow muffled my squeals,but along with my hearing.So when Sapnap opened the door I just barely heard him.At the small laugh I look up and my face instantly heats up in a deep red.
Sap walked over to me,I was now sitting up,staring at my thumbs and twiddling them.He sat on my bed right next to me,his body heat radiating onto my side,he wrapped an arm around my shoulders and whispered into my already pink ear "So you saw my tweet?" He asked playfully.My face was as red as a tomatoes when I nodded.He hugged my side gently.As much as I wanted to hug him back and envelope myself in his warmth,in his kindness,of the safety of his arms...I didnt.I started silently crying,tears swelling in my blueish grey eys.He finally heard my quiet sniffles and bowed his face under mine.His eyes were tinged with worry as he sat up straight and grabbed my chin tilting my face upwards towards him and wiping away my tears with his thumb.
He brushed his long black bangs out of his own amber eyes as he gazed into my grey eyes and kissed my forehead,causing me to blush though my sadness."What's wrong Karl?" He asked quietly,his voice soothing me.I wanted to sink into it,but I shook my head,not allowing myself to.I sniffed as he dried my tears.I whisper to him,sadness and longing filled my voice "I love you Sapnap." I look up at hkm,smiling sadly as his mouth gapes,games, yet I don't notice the way he blushes at this.I continue "But you could never love me.There are too many girls who are prettier than me who would love to have you,and you're probably not even gay."I look down,my fists clenching clenching my sheets as I cry.Sapnap cooed silently,tilting my head up and wiping my tears away once more "Oh karl..."Bbut this time in stead of making me look at him,he did something much better.He kissed me.
My heart fluttered as We wrapped our arms around eachother.I closed my eyes and kissed back,allowing his soft lips to wash away my sadness.
We made out for about a minute,savoring every second of it.We finally release eavhother and gaped.He hugged me as the tears started to swell again,my face pink.He leaned down and kissed my forehead,my head r e sting in his chest.His hand rated around my shoulder,hugging me,while the other sifted its fingers through my sandy brown curls.The way his fingers ran from my scalp through my fluffy hair soothed me.As he did this,my breath calmed down.He murmured lovingly to me."I'll only ever love you Karl.Your to beautiful for rejection and you don't even know how beautiful you and your personality are." I closed my eyes and leaned against him,he hugged me and kissed the top of my head.I closed my eyes and he laid his head on mine.
We fell a sleep in each others arms.
I snored silently and we dreamed of eachother.

A/N: Hope you enjoy! I thought it was super cute.I usually write in the third person so please bare with me and stay tuned for the next episode!Lots more fluff ahead :)
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/N: I'm only doing smut if someone comments that they want it.