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Tmatt's POV

I woke up to still being on FaceTime with Hennessy. I smiled hearing her snoring. She must've been hella tired but then again she has been goin thru it. I got up leaving my phone on the bed. I went to my bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. By the time I got done she was up. I smiled watching her stretch.

"Somebody was tired."

She smiled, "yeah I really was. I haven't had sleep like this in a long time. I guess I just needed someone's presence to feel safe. I'm sorry if this is awkward."

"Nah you good Hen. I told you I'd be here for you. Just friends looking out for eachother ya feel me."

"I feel you Matt."

I watched as she got up taking the phone with her.

"So what you finna do?"

"I'm about to make me something to eat cus I feel like I'm finna die, I'm so hungry bruh."

I laughed lightly, "yea ima do the same then I'm finna pull up on Red. See where tf this nigga head at."

She didn't say anything. I could tell she wanted to say something but she didn't.

"Well okay Hennessy ima let you go."

"Okay bye Matt, tell me how it goes.. not that I care about Red, but...yeah."

"I gotchu, and know dat I understand if you still not fully healed. Shit hurts but you'll shake back."

"No it's not that. I promise it's not about him anymore. I mean I still am hurt but... nevermind."

"Nah speak yo mind."

She sighed, "it's nothing. I'm just thankful for you being here for me when it was supposed to be him."

I couldn't really make out what she was trying to get at but I just decided to let it go.

"I told you I gotchu Hen, maybe oneday everything will just work itself out."

"Yeah.. I guess so. Alright bye Matt."

"Bye."

After hanging up I sat on my bed trying to think of what she was trying to say. She said it's not about him anymore... is somebody else in the picture now? I gave up thinking about it and got dressed. I didn't feel like making anything and decided to go grab me something. I hopped out and walked inside the donut shop. I was standing in line until I seen this girl eyeing me down. She wasn't bad looking but she wasn't all that either. I gave her one of those half smiles and proceeded to ordering my food. On my way out I heard someone say something to me. I turned around and seen it was her.

"I'm sorry but I've never seen you around here before."

"Ian never been on this side of town before. I just wanted to try these donuts one of my homies was tellin me about."

"Oh they're good. But you look even better."

I chuckled, "you bold."

She tilted her head to the side, "mhhmm, so can I get a number or something."

Ian wanna give out my number so I gave her my social media. She instantly followed and said she'd see me around. I got in my car and drove over to Red's crib while eating my donuts. These hoes was good not gone lie. As I finished my last one I pulled into his driveway. I seen his door open and he stood in the doorway. I got out and dapped him up before walking inside. He had finally cleaned his place up and I was actually proud of him. Me and him haven't really been the way we used to be but he was still my bro.

"I'm glad you stopped by Matt, I really am."

"You still my bro Fhoo why wouldn't I?"

He started acting hella weird.

"Yo you straight my nigga?" I said while laughing.

He started laughing as well, "nah I'm straight I just haven't seen you inna grip. A nigga don't know how to act.

"You still got yo games and stuff?"

He got up walking to his living room and I followed.

"Yeah I still got everything. You tryna hop on?"

"Hell yeah."

We sat on the couch and started playing 2k while talking about pretty much everything. Just catching up on shit. an hour had passed and it finally started to feel like the old us.

"Nah bruh that nigga was tweakin off a perc at the trap tha other day. Matt we miss you up there mane, you need to come back."

I sighed, "I'll stop by eventually but I'm kinda over that lifestyle. I been stackin my money in different ways and it's been working for me. Plus I got allat money we made from the streets. I'm good.

"I feel that. I'm over the streets too. Done witnessed too many lives being lost. I wanna do better in life now."

"I'm glad you on the same page. Grown man shit."

"Fasho." His phone started ringing and he answered.

I gotta piss real bad.

He looked over at me "Nigga you know where the bathroom is."

I laughed before walking to the bathroom. On my way there I couldn't help but to look straight into his room. The door was wide open. I noticed some slides that looked like Eva's but I know for a fact she wasn't over here. And plus Red like to mess around so it was most likely some random female's shoes. I still hate that he's not tryna stop messing around for Hennessy but it is what it is. Can't change this nigga no matter how hard you try. I made it to the bathroom and did my business then washed my hands. I took a napkin off the roll and started drying my hands. I was about to throw it away before noticing a old pregnancy test. I shook my head not knowing what to make of this situation. I seen a paper and I didn't wanna be a nosy nigga but I was curious. I unraveled the paper and started reading it. My heart sunk when I seen Eva's name on it. It was saying that she had got an abortion. I scrunched my face up. My thoughts was racing and it started getting hot as a mf. I had so many questions. "Why would she be over here and why tf didn't she tell me she was pregnant? Was I the father? I heard a knock on the door knocking me out of my thoughts.

"You good nigga? You been in there for a while. I hope you not in there shitting."

I forced a laugh. "Nah I'm done. I put the paper in my pocket and unlocked the door. I walked past him. "Aight Red. I gotta go pick up my grocery order, I said lying."

"Aight Matt, ima see you around."

I nodded getting in my car and pulling off. Ion kno wtf is going on but I'm sure as hell finna find out.