Silco x Reader/OC Is there anything more undoing than a lover?

Alone Together

  I was awake all night. I barely got any sleep at all. Has being around Silco all day made me like him? No..no way; I will not stand for it. Absolutely not!! Oh god, what am I gonna do. I rub my eyes looking at myself in the mirror. I look terrible. I walk out my room. Thankfully it's quite, no one's really around anywhere.

"Where is everyone?" I say.
"They went out on a mission."
I turn around surprised. I see Silco standing behind me.
"O-Ohh..why didn't I go." I ask.
"I need you here, this is an important drop. Next time I'll have you go and observe so you know how it goes."
I nod. I start stepping away.
"Where do you think you're going?" Silco demands. "Well I um..I was just gonna walk around."
Silco shakes his head. I need your help with something, come with me to my office. I take a deep breath and follow him. Silco sits in his chair and takes a out something I can't make out. It's gold like with a needle.

"I need your help, with this. It'll only take a moment." He says. It looks like there's shimmer in there. I hesitate but slowly walk towards him. He then hands me the device. "You want me to poke your eye? Won't it hurt?" I ask.
"Only for a moment, pain is temporary.." He says. I lean down but can't get a good angle. "I need to get closer..is that okay?" Silco grabs my waist sitting me on his lap. "Close enough?" He says in a low tone. I bite my low lip filling embarrassed. I never been so close to him like this. I look at his scar studding is face. I take a deep breath placing it on his eye. I quickly poke it, Silco gasp in pain. While he does this I'm still dazed by his face.

  I reach out to touch his face without even thinking. Silco grabs my hand. I'm pulled out of my daze. "Sorry.." I say.
"Does my scars bother you Miss Elena?"
I shake my head. "Not at all..I like them.." Silco looks slightly surprised. I reach my hand out again.
"May I?"  Silco says nothing. I cup his face with my hand touching his scars. They feel a little rough, but any scar this deep would. I look at his eye, seeing it's unusual color. Something I've never seen before.
"Do you like this view too?" He ask.
I look at him shocked. He still remembers me saying that. I feel my cheeks getting hot. I nod at him feeling to shy to speak. Silco pulls me closer, I can almost feel his lips on mine.

  Just then I hear the doorknob turn. I immediately get off him stepping back. I see Sevika and Jinx walk in. Jinx sticks her tongue out at Sevika while walking to me!! "Oh I was hoping you were awake!! Let's go blow stuff up!!" She smiles. "A bit early for arson, isn't it?" I say. "The cargo was fine, everything went smoothly..for once." Sevika says. Jinx rolls her eyes. "Good, you know how to fill out the report. I need to know things are going on track for our upcoming shipments."
Sevika nods. I look at Silco feeling anxious about what just happend...or what was gonna happen.
Silco looks so composed, unfazed. It probably was nothing...no way he was gonna kiss me; he probably just thinks of it as nothing at all. I feel dumb..
I then walk out the office.