Holy hell, I've been sitting here for twenty minutes, and I still can't find the words to describe how I felt the moment I saw her smile ter the first time. The first time I hearel her laugh. God, it was paralysing because I knew it would amount to nothing- I've been lonely all my life. This is no different.it wasn't even worth going after her, I thought, but...
She had that kind of contagious happiness. The contagious laugh. I have no flowery, artistic, poetic words to describe how I felt- because there aren't any. I couldn't compare her to Godiva to Eve or even Aphrodite: she was herself, and no other. And that was enough
