scenarios & daydreams

02.02.22

i think about you all the time. all the goddamn time. but you're no one to me. i want to believe that. but will youever care for me the way i care for you? i doubt it. and it's okay, i understand. I am quite diffecult to handle.please leave me alone. i dont want to see you anymore. burn my shirt if it helps. burn everything about me,either way i were never that important to you, right? <3i needed you. and you let me down. tbh im not surprised. im just hurt. the way you just, ran away. im the only one in pain, as always. i risked so much for you, why? because i love you. i love you and i probably always will. i should hate you. i want to. the way you let me go through hell so easily,without thinking twice. did you ever feel like i do? why did you ''want'' me? you dont love me, nor do you like me. why hurt me? what did i ever do?i also want to be happy and feel nice like you. not just through psycichal touch. i really thought i could lean on you. but you let me fall. tell me. why me?