I bet your reading this for context, but I don't even know what to say. What am I meant to say? That every-time I tell someone I love them I just so happen to be the reason that only months later we separate? Or should I say that they always seem to see it coming? This time I'm not basing this just on two occasions, this is, what? The 5th time? I think I'll give up, I don't know what I was thinking this time, letting him walk into my life, I hardly knew him, I just wanted to give him a chance, I thought I didn't need him and it would be fine if it backfired,I saw it coming, he was very distant lately, in fact I feel like he would rather sit in a desk, right next to his greatest enemy who has a fully loaded gun then sit next to me. And he dared say "I used to love you" I know that. I really do. That's the worst part you USED to. At first I was fine when I got the text, I didn't care. But then the pain really set in.
Because now, no matter how alone I felt before.
Now I'm really alone.
