continuing ▬ love, me 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋

letter eight

dear you,

i'm not going to ever be done writing about you
you send me through a whirlwind of emotions

hate
regret
longing
love

how could you decide one night that it was it, and you never look back

how.

and above it all you knew that you were my only person i could love and trust.

what the fuck did you leave me with, a tattered heart and forgotten promises?

why couldn't you have seen... maybe you did actually... but how did you manage to close your eyes and pretend you didn't?

please teach me

i need to not yearn for you with every moment i live

where are you?

love, me