Thoughts

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TW: This little story thing has to deal with things such as self harm so if this triggers you I advise you not to read this

I looked around for the blade I keep for bad days like these

one cut for not knowing my place

little circles of blood start to appear

another because this is the only form of control I have of myself

the blood start to collect and gather rapidly

and then a third one for my siblings who have to deal with this too

the blood starts to drip all over the sink

I watched as the cold water run over my arms and watch as the water start to clear

my streak was lost i've been self harm free for 0 days 0 hours and 15 seconds

the clock starts ticking again maybe next time i'll last longer

if anyone is thinking of self harming please don't talk to someone reach out and if you want to you can reach out to me <3  also I haven't done it in a while this is just what happened in the past