i've pushed away
every soul that could give me comfort
i've no one to blame
but myself
that i am burning in this cold blue fire
alone
it's senseless to scream about it
i'll just stare at the flames
and watch them curl
the flesh of my soul
into sculpture
and take hope
the wind might finally
break me apart
and blow my
pieces away
and maybe then
tumbling across the earth
i will finally find
freedom
and peace
and someone
to watch me
dance
