Chapter 1
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Your POV
"Hun," My mother said to me. We had a fight earlier, because I have a secret that can hurt everyone. "You need to go lock up in your room. You have food, dont worry." Mom continued. I sighed and nodded. Its for my own good.
I ran to my room, locking after. I sat near the door, my back onto it. I put my knees close to my chest and cried. I dont care if my tears come blood, I just wanted to Control it. I just cant. Something is making me feel this way.
My parents only knew about this. They said that they have nothing to do. I want this all away.
Im just a normal girl, why cant I have a normal life?!
Thinking about this questions makes my head ache. I crawled to my bed and curled up in my blanket. I soon cried to sleep.
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I woke up from the sun shining down on me. I groaned and closed the curtain. Im smart enough to do that.
As I looked at my whole bed, it was.... full of black vines.
And surrounding it was a few black roses.
I cant control.
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As I stepped onto the floor, those black vines started appearing. I dont know whats happening to me. Even though I dont need it, it always finds a way to be present!
I started tearing up.
I cant take my 'normal' life anymore.
I went to my Plain white drawer, and pulled out a razor. It has dried blood. I put it near my skin, still not sure if im gonna do it.
Do it you idiot!
"No"
Now!
"Stop...."
Do it !!
"Enough...."
DO IT NOW!!
"NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I shouted. The words are killing me! voices in my head are saying things, I wont! Depression is taking over me!
I threw the razor into the drawer and closed it. I was very mad. The Black Vines bursts from the drawer and all over my room, even my door. But not the outside. I finally let myself cry and onto the bed.
I put a pillow on my face, and cried.
Am I Normal?
