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Entry # no 17 .                 Apirl 5th

dear Tōru,

it has been a month and eight days since the day of our break up. And here I am once again, writing a letter for you.

today, i found another letter of yours, that was kind of similar to the letter i wrote for you when I got drunk, however, it wasn't a letter where bitterness was expressed. But, it was that one letter that would always warm my heart.

I hate how i keep seeing your old letters to me. And the ones i mostly find has "you are the only girl I'd ever want in my whole entire life." in the bottom written.

if i was the only girl you'd ever want in your life, then I hope you should have treasured me more and treated me better. in that way, our relationship shouldn't have fallen apart.

I know i made the decision to break up with you. But, can you blame me?

we both clearly know that you lacked and lost time for me.

but what ever happened, i still seem to have a soft spot for you Oikawa Tōru. And i may hate it.

from, y/n.

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