~I think it's bullshit~

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Tuesday the 19th of November, 2019
10:23 AM

I had finally agreed with mum to let her take me to a therapist, only because I know she wouldn't stop pestering me until I agreed. But i went straight away so I could go straight to the studio after.

I don't do very good with therapist, I've had bad past experiences and I've never trusted them since.

I pulled up outside and I spent probably around ten minutes sitting in my car trying to hype myself up to go in. I ended up settling on calling Sebastian, who picked up after the second ring

"Hey doll" his voice rang through the phone

"Hey baby, you'll never guess where I am"

"Mhm, Taco Bell?"

"No" I said laughing "mum organised me a therapist"

"How did that happen in under two hours? And I thought you hated therapist?"

"You know mum, once she comes up with an idea she won't leave me alone until I agree with it"

"Sounds like Kris" he said chuckling "let me guess, your currently sat outside, trying to hype yourself to go in and now your stalling by calling me?"

"Never"

"Doll, I know you can do this, your the strongest woman I've ever met. but if you really can't do it I'll come over there myself and get you"

"Thank you, I love you"

"I love you too, now get in there so you can rub it in kris's face" he said laughing

"Thank you seb" I said before ending the call and getting out of the car.

****

I knocked on the door and heard a faint 'come in' I opened the door and walked slowly into the room. It was quite a spacious room with a desk and tow chairs sat in front of it, and a couch and armchair off to the side.

"You must be Kadie" said a woman, setting down some papers she was holding and came over to me

"Yep, you must be Sharon"

"Wonderful to meet you, make yourself comfortable"

"Brilliant" I said taking a seat across her desk.
She took the seat across from me, both of us in front of her desk facing us

"Nice desk, cool decorations" I said admiring her desk "you got tissues?" I nodded towards the box of tissues

"Yes tissues, sometimes it gets a bit emotional in here" she said

"Mhm" I nodded my head

"Not always but sometimes" she said as I continued to nod my head "and sometimes people just sneeze"

"Yeah" I said, I took a deep breath, still glancing around the room as she watched me closely "what - I mean what do you wanna talk about?"

"How are you Kadie?"

"I'm great, how about you?"

"I'm good" she said calmly

"Glad to hear it"

"So is this your first time doing therapy?" She questioned, picking up her notebook from her table and placing it open on her lap

"Yeah it is, my friend did it before, and I dropped her off at a few of her sessions but that's it"

"How is your friend doing now?"

"Well let's see, she's dead now so not that great" I said. Sharon looked at me for a moment before jotting something down in her notebook

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