Inseparable(Namjin 18+ ff)

Chapter 8

Morning time

Jin's POV

I woke up again at Namjoon's side and it felt so dam good that I wish that I could rub it in Yezi's face

Luckily since it's Friday we could hopefully go somewhere nice to today

 I sneaked my way out of my bed and tried my hardest not to wake him up then went downstairs

Mom and Dad were making breakfast while Joong was being the lazy potato that he is and watching Tv

 I passed through my mom and grabbed an apple and some grapes

" Morning mom and dad," I greeted them with a kissed and hug

" Morning love what are you planning to do today?" my mom asked while focusing on her cooking

" Umm, I might go to the mall today with Joon and some other friend," I answered taking a bite of my apple then going back upstairs

" Oh Jin, we have to talk after you two come back from the mall!" she shouted from the kitchen

" Ok!" I shouted back and went into my room

 Namjoon was still asleep so I took that chance to take a bath and change my clothes as well. 

When I was finished I took a moment to look at myself in the mirror and I just stared at myself

For some reason there was just negative thoughts that ran through my head

' Why am I so skinny? Why do I look less masculine and more feminine? why did I choose to be gay? Am I even Handsome?' was all that I heard in my head

 I shook it off and I reached inside the carbonate for my eye drop and when I closed the carbonate door Namjoon appeared behind me

 I jumped at his sudden appearance

" OH my god! You scared me!" I wined hitting chest and trying to slow down my heart rate while he laughed at me

" I'm sorry, I forgot you have paranoia," he answered

 I pushed him out of my way not too hard and laid on my bed thinking about what I should buy when we get to the mall

" We should go to the mall today, I'll invite Vmin and Hoyoung," I announced scrolling through my phone but he had confused look on his face

" How did you meet Hoyoung?" he asked

" I was getting bullied by that same girl and he came to help me," I answered but he seemed to have an irritate facial expression on his face that I didn't know the reason for

" So don't you find it best if you just came and told me about this?" He asked again

" Well I didn't think it mattered since you were with Yezi," I answered back

 I didn't get why he had that irritated look on his face and it started to scare me a little

" Of course it will matter Jin, If I heard that someone was bullying you and you never told me it makes me feel like I failed to protect you," His voice rose with anger

 I got off the bed and massaged his shoulders just to calm him down but I didn't know why he was getting so angry about something like that

" Joonie you're not a failure, I know very well that you will always protect me and I trust you with everything that I have in me," I replied hugging him tightly and listening to his heart beat

 I hugged me back which brought me relief that I calmed him down from him worrying about me too much

" I am just scared that what if one day something bad happens to you and I'm not there to save you