kiera jay
what's the point of life? why are we alive? who made this thing called life so painful?
these questions been running through my head for the past week. all calls and text from the boys have been ignored. i tired too kill myself twice , but i just can't seem to go through with it.
i want it too end already, i'm tired of life, im tired of pain and heartbreak. i hope i can go through with it tonight, im going to try. i have a bottle of anti-depression pills, im going to use.
i have a rose bath bomb from lush and a bottle of honey jack daniel's. i ordered a peperoni pizza, probably the thing i will miss most. that and alcohol sweet, sweet alcohol.
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i slip on a long lace black dress, because i'm going down in style. i ran water and put in the bath bomb.
i tweeted one last tweet
@kierajay ' goodbye moon, goodbye stars, goodbye world.'
i ate most of the pizza, and downed the pills with the bottle of jack.
i slowly dirft in and out of the world. the last thing i heard before i fully blacked out was calum screaming
" KIERA"
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while im horrible.
question of the chapter: how do you think calum feels?
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love all of you.
-paigey
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drown cth
Fanfiction"what doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead." lower case intended. based on the song drown by bring me the horizon. warning will be depressing as hell and use of strong language.
