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It's been three weeks since we had to come back home from the trip. I wasn't upset that we had to come back home either because it was the last day and we were suppose to leave later that night too.
Today was Monday. I school, nail appointment, meet with Tina for dinner.
I started to get ready for school which consisted of my hygiene, getting dressed and making sure I have everything for the day.
As I was getting ready I played Regret by tink
How can I explain? Every time you cross my mind, it's pressure on my brain (Pressure on my brain) I'ma zoom in again and I can't figure it out Why do I always have these doubts? Oh, no I can't figure it out But I'm always, always Callin' you out when you make your mistakes You said you'd fix shit, but that ain't the case Tell me what's up 'cause I'm too real to fake it Came here tonight 'cause I need clarification So off and on, don't know if you're comin' or goin' (Comin' or goin') You ain't for me and no I won't pretend Guess this is where this relationship end You played me out, another bitch Had a real one, but you fumbled it You fumbled it, you fumbled it
as I was in the shower my music got cut because I had an incoming call from Monster
I just let it ring out and continue my shower. He's been ignoring lately. I mean I haven't talked to him since the night I was at his house and he didn't end up coming home because I guess whatever happen. Which isn't an issue but not messaging me back after two days but your niggas are posting you and fuck you're posting yourself dammit.
After I finished my shower and then got out to finish getting ready.
I sprayed my perfume of my usual scent and I don't know what took over because I had to puke right away. The scent was just so disturbing so I had to change outfit and put a lighter scent on.
Lately my nose has been fucking with me and making me throw up.
I made sure I had my purse, keys, my bag, wallet, phone, purse, my nail supplies. I headed towards my car and looked at my phone.
Monster♥️:8 missed Monster♥️: 15 messaged
I rolled my eyes because now he wants to talk but this time I'm not falling into his trap.
When I got settled into my car, I but phone on Bluetooth and played big flex her by lakeyah
I already earned my stripes These bitches ain't no competition, ain't believin' the hype I just dropped a bag on a few pair of Off-White's Drip so hard, got 'em callin' for a fix on the pipe And this shit light, I just got a thing for the flex The bag stay around this bitch, so I could fuck off a check (On God) I feel like I'm up now, fuck all that, "I'm up next" A bitch gon' really have to iron me to say that I'm pressed (Yessir) And it's my last time sayin' I'm the G.O.A.T. around this muhfucka (Yeah) And in my eyes, I'm the coldest 'round this muhfucka (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) They gotta pay me just to come back to the city Who the fuck gassed they head? These bitches ain't fuckin' with me
As the songs cuts I get an incoming call from monster
"Hello", I said as I answer
"Wtf is going whichu Fendi", I knew he was mad but so was I
"Wdym, what's going on with me? What's going on with you", I said back with attitude
"Ain't shit going on with me but why ain't you answer my calls when I'm call you n shit"
"First of all you called me after me a week and half weeks of me calling and texting you and getting no answer"
"Fen", I cut him off
"Two, you don't pay my phone bill to be questioning why or why not I'm not answering"
"Who tf you talking to. You can be upset but best believe me I can question wtf you doing"
"That's not the point lameron. You've been ignoring since we've came back. All I was asking was for a text and got nothing"
"My bad Fendi. I'm sorry, For ignoring you but this shit is stressing me out.", he told me
I stayed silent because what the fuck he thought that was
"I want to see you today though", he said
"We'll I'm busy until probably after 10"
"Wdym you busy"
"Lameron, you know I'm in school and have a business"
"But that ain't leave you until ten"
"We'll me and Tina are going to dinner for 8 that's why"
"We'll let me drop you off over there and pick you up",I smirked
"Call me around 6 and I'll let you know"
"Okay, I love you and I'm sorry ma"
"I love you too and we'll talk later", we then hung up and I got out the car ready to get my late slip arguing with Lam.
____________________ 20+ another chapter because we're #7 in ride or die 🥳
Even though I be flopping on these updates y'all come throughhh💕💕!! And I'm going to TRY to update at least once a day until my birthday !!🥳🥳
