Here is another amazing entry, check it! :) ~Lauren
After I won the games, me and carlos got married. Now im sitting with carlos and our son William in our livingroom. I had William a year after I won the games, hes three now. Carlos is playing with him while im sitting on the couch thinking about the games. I remember getting my name picked, I was so nervious walking up on the stage, but once I got up there carlos was there too, he got picked before me. He gave me a smile and I gave it back. Me and carlos had a thing for each other, I was glad that I got on his team so we could be together there and keep us safe. I also remember our team practicing to get ready for the game. So whenever we got something wrong, carlos would come and make it better by giving us advice. The thing I really like about carlos is that he's shy, but he can be a great friend that gives advice and just be there for us, im like that too. So I help my team too. I would sometimes sit down and see the other teams practice, they were working hard like us too. I just didn't like the thought of it that some of us were going to die and some arent. Carlos saw my worried look on my face he came and sat next to me. He said "dont worry everything is going to be ok" I said" yeah I hope so, I just wish none of us had to go through this". Then he put one arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer and said " yeah me too". Then the day came closer for the game, everybody was nerious and just praying to make it through the games. It was the day of the Rusher games. When we got there it was a nice day but nothing was going to be all happy and fun. It was going to be sad and pain. After thinking past this part I went to our backyard, so I wouldn't cry infront of carlos and William. I sat on a chair, and thought about how actually hard it was going through that. My eyes became teary, I could help but cry. This part is really hard to tell, but im going to tell you anyways. I remember running for life and staying alive, I have scares to this day. I couldn't kill anyone though because it was too hard to take someones life. Your probably thinking well your in a game and you have to do it to stay alive. I was thinking the same but I couldn't. I was with my team for a while until we got separated. Its really scary at night there, I killed some creatures though. I was walking and I walked right up to this big dog, and he wasnt cute at all, he looked mean and wanted to kill me. I just froze there not knowing what to do. I know your probably yelling at me saying "RUN, DON'T JUST STAND THERE!!!" Yeah well I couldn't process anything because my life flashed before me. You know what got me unfrozze? Carlos' s voice yelling the same thing. He was yelling "Run hajra, dont just stand there!!". I turned my head to look at him, u know how everything is going in slow motion? Well that's how I saw carlos mouth yelling at me to run. I turned my head back to the big dog and thought ok im going to run. So u know what I did, I ran for my life. Carlos caught upto me and grapped my hand and we ran for awhile. Until we got away from the big dog to some safe place. Both of us were catching our breathe to talk, before I could carlos did something that shocked me. He kissed me , I was shocked at first but then i kissed him back. We both pulled away, he said " what hell is wrong with, why did it take you long to run!?". I said " im sorry, I just froze". Then he said " next time when you see a big dog run" I just nodded my head. We found our team later, after that was more pain and sadness. Then what felt like forever we won. I know without Big Time Rush, nothing would be the same. There all great and have amazing voices. Now im sitting here, until carlos comes and sits next to me. He says " hey baby, are u still thinking about the games?" I said " yeah I can never forget that". Then he pulls me closer and says " I cant forget it either, but you should be happy we won and we have William now" I looked up at him and say " yeah your right, but no matter what that memory is going to stay with us forever". Carlos gets up and takes my hand and brings me to our son. I see him playing with his toys, I smile and sit by him. Carlos looks at me and says " well I dont want you to stress off the games, I dont want you to get more sick". Then he puts his hand on my belly, oh yeah I forgot to tell you im 5 months pregnant and were having a girl. Were both happy, then I told him " ill try not to". It was night, so we put William to sleep and then we went to our room to sleep. I know after this everything is going to be perfect because everybody is happy now.
