✧𝔍𝔢𝔫𝔪𝔦𝔫 𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔱𝔰✧

When she get insecure about herself after seeing complementing another girl

𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕

𝙅𝙚𝙣𝙣𝙞𝙚'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫
Closing the lunch box I packed it in a bag then took my coat before exiting the house to visit his office for lunch and see him though he is just my arranged husband I still care for him but he shows me his cold shoulder in return which hurts,still I manage to fake my smile so,he doesn't question me

Being greeted by the employees I greeted back and left to his cubicle,as I am his wife I didn't knock but as I was about to walk in I stopped when I hear laughters and a female voice,my heart ached badly listening to them

𝙅𝙞𝙢𝙞𝙣'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫
Laughing at our jokes I stop laughing when I heard*𝐬𝐨...𝐡𝐨𝐰'𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐞?*even she stopped laughing by the look on my face*𝐬𝐡𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐢-𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐲𝐞-𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐡*I nervously chuckled*𝐰𝐡𝐲?𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮?*I gulped I don't want to tell her everything cuz things might not be good*𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐤 𝐈 𝐠𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐬*

*𝐬𝐨,𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭?*I choked on my saliva*𝐲-𝐲𝐞-𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐡 𝐲𝐨-𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐩-𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡-𝐡𝐞𝐫*she squealed in excitement*𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐢𝐭,𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬?*I sighed*𝐲𝐞𝐬, 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐤-*I was cut off by the door being opened my heart dropped seeing her here *𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮-*she cut me off*𝐈 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐥𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐡 𝐬𝐨..𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞,𝐈𝐦𝐦𝐚 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞*with that she left,did she hear our conversation?

𝙅𝙚𝙣𝙣𝙞𝙚'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫
Barging in our bedroom I looked at myself in the mirror as negative thoughts were roaming in my head"am I really that ugly?" "Is this why he doesn't love me?" "Am I not sexy for him or am I fat that I am not attractive to him?"warm tears rolled down my face

While frying the steak all I could think of is his words,they won't leave my head*𝐬𝐨,𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞*I wiped the tear that just rolled down without realising hot oil splashed on my wrist*𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡*quickly rinsing it with cold water I heard the door bell ring,running to the door I saw him all tired*𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞*I took his coat and hang it on the hanger as he just stared at me up and down then left,I covered my wound with my sleeves and ran to the kitchen

He came downstairs and sat to eat dinner as I just looked at him but he made eye contact *𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠?*he took a spoon full of rice in his mouth*𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠*as he was about to speak I left from there to our room

𝙅𝙞𝙢𝙞𝙣'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫
That's weird she loves food*𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐮𝐬-𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐣𝐮𝐬-𝐮𝐠𝐡*after finishing my food I took a tray of food and walked to our room,walking in I saw her back facing me so,I placed the tray on the side table and patted her shoulder to grab her attention*𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐈 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭,𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐭-*she turned around and scoffed*𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐭? 𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞?𝐨𝐡 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐮𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐮𝐡?*I noticed dried tears but she just walked to the bathroom