Akaashi Keiji (one-shots)

Wish you were gay

Angst
Wish you were gay- Billie Eilish

                              "Volleyball freaks"
                                    Group chat

Kawa🥰: Yk what I just realized!
Atsu👻:What!?
Kawa🥰: Everyone here is dating someone, wether they're in this group chat or someone from their school
Suga🥳: And?
Kawa🥰: We'll everyone is dating someone but Akaashi!
Kawa🥰: like how's that?
Kuroo😺: YEAH! How is that kaash? You're like the most perfect person in the WORLD!!!
Kawa🥰: RIGHT! Like if it wasn't for Iwa, I would've dated you!
Iwa💀: ....🙃
Kenma🎮: honestly I gotta agree, Keiji how are YOU not dating anyone?
Hinata🏆: Do you at least like someone?
Bokuto💨: IF HE DID I WOULD KNOW! But shit, I'm his best friend and I don't even know why he isn't dating anyone🤔
Kaash🌬: ... yeah i do like someone but i don't think they like me back
Kuroo😺: come on kaash, who wouldn't like you! If there's any person who doesn't see how handsome or perfect you are then they're crazy!
Bokuto💨: HONESTLY!! Like Keiji you're perfect, I'm for sure they like you back! Who wouldn't!
Suga🥳: but Akaashi, why you think they don't like you?
Kaashi🌬: cause they don't like boys.... They're straight....
Daichi😃: oh shit...
Tendo😼: wait... but who's the person?
Iwa💀: Are they in this group chat?
Kaash🌬: umm I don't really wanna reveal that
Bokuto💨: wait but can we at least know what he's like?
Kaash🌬: well, he's kind, smart, funny, very funny, he knows how to make me laugh and smile, especially since it's rare for me to do so, he's handsome, some might think his hair throws it off but I think it's unique, we haven't talked just the two of us in a very long time cause he got his girlfriend... I tried to keep in contact but....Idk he distance himself....
Everyone: .....
Kaash🌬: sad ik but it doesn't matter
Kuroo😺: ...
Bokuto💨: .....
Suga🥳: well, are they in this group chat?
Kaash🌬: yeah they are...
Kuroo😺: well tell them how you feel, just don't mention any names?
Kenma🎮: don't you think they'll figure out it's about them?
Kaash🌬: no it's fine since we don't even have any type of relationship anymore....
Suga🥳: are you sure?
Kaash🌬: yeah I'm sure
Suga🥳: Okayy
Kawa🥰: we're here for you Akaashi!

(Song begins)

Kaash🌬: "Baby, I don't feel so good," six words you never understood
Kaash🌬: "I'll never let you go," five words you'll never say
Bokuto💨: ....
Kuroo😺: .....
Kaash🌬: I laugh along like nothing's wrong, four days has never felt so long
Bokuto💨: yk you never have to fake anything, right kaashi?
Kawa🥰: yeah kaash, if you're not feeling good no need to fake it, we're here for you
Kaash🌬: If three's a crowd and two was us, one slipped away
Noya😎: what do you mean?
Asahi😁: i think that the person Akaashi likes left him for the girl
Suga🥳: probably since he says there was 3 people, and one of them was the person and Akaashi, and the person slipped away?
Daichi😃: That did not make sense....
Kaash🌬: I just wanna make you feel okay but all you do is look the other way, I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay, I just kinda wish you were gay
Suga🥳: if staying by them is hurting you, then you should leave, no matter how hard it will be
Kuroo😺: I mean are you sure they aren't gay, maybe they could be bi or pan, etc?
Bokuto💨: YEAH!! MAYBE YOU SHOULD ASK THEM BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!!!
Kaash🌬: Is there a reason we're not through?
Is there a 12 step just for you?
Kaash🌬: Our conversation's all in blue
11 "heys" (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Iwa💀: yk Akaashi, whoever this person is, you should give up
Kawa🥰: don't say that! That's rude!
Iwa💀: it's true tho, a real friend wouldn't ghost you just because they met someone, girlfriends/boyfriends come and go but friends aren't the ones you expect to leave, Akaashi you deserve better than whoever this person is
Daichi😃: I agree with him, there's no need to send more that just one "hey" they should respond at the moment, unless they're busy
Kaash🌬: Ten fingers tearin' out my hair, Nine times you never made it there, I ate alone at 7, you were six minutes away....
Iwa💀: you see, friends don't do that, sound like you were having a hard time 9 times and he never came, sounds like a shitty person
Suga🥳: and the fact you had to eat alone when he wasn't even that far wtf...
Kawa🥰: honestly kaashi, sound like they're ruining your mental health, you should never let anyone do that...
Kuroo😺: yeah kaash, you really really deserve better
Kaash🌬: How am I supposed to make you feel okay
When all you do is walk the other way? I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay, I just kinda wish you were gay....
Kenma🎮: If all they do is walk away then don't try to make them feel okay anymore
Kaash🌬: To spare my pride, To give your lack of interest an explanation
Kaash🌬:Don't say I'm not your type, Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation
Tendo😼: I'm confused, do you want them to be straight ?
Iwa💀: maybe, because if the person Akaashi likes also liked boys and he tells Akaashi that he isn't his type, then it might leave Akaashi to be Insecure
Tendo😼: but didn't he say he wishes his crush was gay?
Iwa💀: it's a mix emotion, Ik that feeling, before I started dating kawa
Suga🥳: Same here! It's a roller coaster!
Asahi😁: it is and confusing because there's a part where yeah you wish he was gay but then there was also the fear of him actually being gay but not liking you specifically
Kaash🌬: I'm so selfish, but you make me feel helpless, yeah and I can't stand another day....Stand another day
Daichi😃: you don't have to put up with them if they make you feel that way no matter how much you love them
Kawa🥰: and you're not selfish! If you were then you wouldn't have ever put up with them in the first place!
Iwa💀: no one should ever make you feel helpless, sometimes you gotta let go and move on Kaashi
Kaash🌬: I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way, hmm, I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay,I just kinda wish you were gay, I just kinda wish you were gay, I just kinda wish you were gay....

(Song finished)

Kaash🌬: you guys are right, but like I said I have no relationship with them anymore and that's fine, I'm learning to move on, it's hard tho but I'm trying
Kuroo😺: ...
Bokuto💨: ....
Kawa🥰: That's good kaashi!! Self love is important, I'm glad you're finding it :)

                                Private messages
Unknown: I'm sorry, I didn't know you felt that way about me, I'm really am sorry, I stand by my statement, you deserve better, I hurt you enough, i was a horrible friend and you didn't deserve me ghosting you and ruining everything we had just for a girl I'm dating, I'm not gonna lie to you, I also had feelings for you but I didn't think you felt the same way and I moved on

Kaashi🌬: it's fine, I just hope you're happy with her, wish you the best :)
Unknown: you think we can ever go back to what we were as friends?
Kaashi🌬: honestly idk but maybe one day in the future, bye Kuroo
Kuroo😺: bye kaash....