Hidden within a smile

One less problem

Bree pov 

Walking into the secret room of the government building I have no expression on my face as my handler Kevin looks at me knows exactly what I did but he wouldn't say anything out loud as he knows the government doesn't care unless I break there number one rule which is; don't tell anyone who I work for. I am their perfect spy and they wouldn't want me to jeopardise it as I can do the jobs there grown men can't so they look the other way when I commit murder. When I do commit murder they have no proof it was me either as my tracks are always hidden and covered. Taking a seat at the desk I am handed a couple of papers needing my signature so they can cover there own backs incase the case is looked in to as I was the one who taken the photos and they need everything written down. When I read my statement I make sure to leave out the bit where I shot the student and stayed instead I wrote that I left once I got the photos. Passing the pieces of paper back I leave the room knowing I have at least some time to myself before they call me back in for a job. Well I am hoping I can some time to myself but you never know with these people as if they have a job for me they give it me, freeing up there own agents. 

As I'm about to leave I feel hand on my elbow and before I could push the hand away I am being pulled into a room, I get ready to fight but when the light comes on I see Kevin stand there looking at me like I did something however he knows what I did as he sent me the information which I have now burned. Standing opposite Kevin I wait for him to say something but he shuts the door and brings him phone out reading a message first before looking at me, Kevin has been like a older brother since becoming my handler and he does everything he can to help me as he has even told me he wants me out and I do too but the look on his face now says anything but at least I didn't kill a innocent person

"Did you have to kill her?" I hear him ask and I look at him wondering if he's serious as I know if someone stabbed him and he has a chance to get his revenge he would but as I look at him its just the way I grew up being the government weapon, they taught me to kill so the answer to that question is obvious isn't it. 

"Yes. Look if you can't get him for the drugs at least you can get him for murder" I respond struggling my shoulders knowing he's going down either way, I should have left the weapon at the house for the police to find and then it would have been open and shut without a problem but I wouldn't have left it there for him to shoot me. 

I answered his question and without him saying anything Kevin brings me into a hug and I know this is for him as I know everything I do is taking a effort on him and how much he worries for me but I know what I am doing, I am always careful well most of the time. It has been nearly over ten years since he has been my handler and In those ten years he has had my back like family, I will always be his family even with everything I do as he also knows the government was the one who turned me into a killer. When Kevin drops his arms from me he places a quick kiss on my forehead before leaving and going back to work, I watch him leave and as I do I think about all the shit I am putting him though but theres no way I can do anything differently till I have finished university, government own me since then and once I finish I can disappear giving Kevin less stress. I have been counting the months till this is all over as ten years of love and friendship between me and Kevin is starting to effort him and I know it is but Kevin hasn't said nothing, I don't know what I would do without him as he kept my head on, I don't know what I would be without him. 

Heading out the secret building I look around making sure no one saw me as last thing I need is for someone to find out who I really work for as once one person learns I am the government weapon it will only back fire on them and I would end up putting targets on everyone head which is the last thing I want as if I ever lost Kevin to this job I know there be no turning back from me going full killer mode, Kevin keeps me in line. Once I know I am clear I drive down to the pub needing a drink or two after everything that has just happened, I have no feeling for the women I killed but I always need a drink after I have done a job for the government, just the way I relax I guess. Pulling into the bar I grab my laptop from the boot and head inside knowing I could at least get a start on some of my work while also having a drink, when I walk in I take note of how quiet it is and take my normal seat at the bar seeing Luca and Cora both working wondering what they actually do in there own time. 

Opening my laptop I glaze up only to lock eyes with Luca who has finished serving a customer and is walking my way with a smile like what I said last to him has been all forgotten and right now I don't want to remember the kiss. Luca makes me my usual and takes a sip of his own water before refilling two beers Cora has asked for.