Side Effects Stray Kids X Jeongin

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    Jeongin's pov

   I awoke one morning alone in Chan's bed. I went to sleep quite sad, and woke up even worse this morning. Having Chan gone from the bed before I even awoke amplified the feeling of depression.

   I sat up on the bed and just stared at the wall, completely lost in thought. It wasn't until Felix came to get me for breakfast did I break out of my trance.

   "Come on, Innie! Let's go eat breakfast," Felix said as he helped me stand up from the bed. I pulled on some of Chan's sweatpants before following Felix out of the bedroom.

   "Hey, Jeongin, what's wrong? You seem really sad," Felix whispered once we were in the hallway. I tapped my head, telling him to read my thoughts.

    I don't know what's wrong, honestly. I just woke up really depressed this morning.

   Felix's eyes widened. He soon hugged me to himself gently.

   "I don't know why you feel this way, but remember we're all here for you, Jeongin." Felix smiled and kissed my cheek before pulling me into the kitchen. I put on a smile and sat down at the table beside Changbin.

   "Hey, baby," Changbin said before he pecked my lips. I smiled softly and leaned my head on his shoulder.

   "Where's Chan and Minho?" I asked as I noticed the pair was missing.

    "They went on a blood run," Jisung said before he placed plates in front of all six of us. We all ate in silence at the table.

   "Ji, Binnie, can you two come lay with me after you finish eating?" I asked after I was finished eating. The pair nodded before looking at my almost-full plate.

   "Baby, why didn't you eat much? Do you feel sick?" Changbin asked as he felt my forehead. I just nodded my head silently.

   "Alright, we'll lay with you," Jisung said and stood up once he finished eating. Changbin soon finished his plate, then we were all laying on Chan's bed.

   "Guys, I think I need to get put on medications for my depression again..." I mumbled after a few minutes of comfortable silence. They looked at each other before pulling me closer between themselves.

    "Okay; when do you want to go?" Changbin asked.

   "As soon as possible," I mumbled still as I laid, emotionless, between two of my boyfriends.

   "Okay, when Chan gets back we'll go get you set up on medications," Jisung said just before Chan walked through the door with four blood bags in his hands.

   "Here; we need to drink," Chan said as he handed each of us a bag. I nodded and began slowly drinking from the blood bag.

   "Baby, what's wrong?" Chan asked once Jisung and Changbin left. He always knew when something was bothering me.

    "I just feel really depressed today; can we go soon to get me medicated?" I asked as I trashed the empty bag.

   "Of course we can," Chan said then kissed my lips. I smiled into the kiss and wrapped my arms around his shoulders.

   "I love you," we both said at the same time. We laughed happily and hugged again before we got dressed to go to the doctor.

We soon arrived at the doctor office and were led into a patient room. We stayed until the doctor came in to speak with me.

"Hello, again, Jeongin. What seems to be the problem?" He asked.

"I want to be put back onto my antidepressants and anxiety medicine, please," I asked. The doctor nodded.

"Okay, that's an easy request. Is there anything else bothering you?" He asked. I shook my head.

"Nope, I just need my antidepressants back," I said. He nodded and left the room. Chan and I stood up from the chairs and left to pick up my prescriptions.

When we got to the pharmacy, we picked up my two antidepressants and an anxiety pill. Chan's eyes widened seeing the three bottles of pills but didn't question it until we got home.

"Baby, why are you on three? Are you struggling that bad?" Chan asked. I nodded my head.

"Yeah, I am." I opened the pill bottles and took one of each into my palm before swallowing them with some water.

"Okay, well, you know I'll always be here for you, okay? I love you, innie," Chan said as he leaned in for a kiss. I kissed his lips sweetly.

"I love you," I said before wrapping my arms around his shoulders. He held onto my waist before picking me up. He carried me into our room and laid me down on the bed.

"Let's take a nap, okay?" Chan asked as he pulled out a hoodie for me to change into. I nodded and let him change my clothes.

Soon, Chan snuggled up beside me and rubbed my side softly. I laid my head on his chest and soon fell deep asleep in his arms.