𝙸𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚍𝚞𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗

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𝙹𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝟷            𝟸/𝟸𝟸/𝟸𝟸

𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚓𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚕. 𝙸𝚗 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚝 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 alive.


𝙸𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚢 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎. 𝚈𝚎𝚝 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚋𝚞𝚝 hope 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 memories 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝙸 𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚠𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝙴𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚑.


𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚍𝚘. 𝙰𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚕 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛. 𝙾𝚛 𝚍𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚎𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚘.


𝙼𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚢, 𝚝𝚘 feel 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜. 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍, 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚒𝚝?



"Love"?



𝚈𝚎𝚜 𝙸 𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚜𝚘, 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 love 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 emotions.


𝙾𝚑 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝, 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝙸 𝚊𝚖. 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚛𝚞𝚍𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚍𝚞𝚌𝚎 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏. 𝙼𝚢 𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚜 Aᴍᴏʀ, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚜 𝙲𝚊𝚛𝚎'𝚜 𝚐𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚝.




𝙰𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚌 𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝, 𝙲𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝. 𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎'𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎.. 𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍?



Ah, "grief"



𝙾𝚏 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎, 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝. 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚕𝚕. 𝙿𝚞𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎, 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚌𝚕𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚏𝚢. 𝙼𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙲𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗. 𝚆𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚜. 𝙱𝚞𝚝, 𝚒𝚗 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚎𝚜, 𝚠𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢. 𝚆𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚍 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚜.


𝚆𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚊𝚜 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕, 𝚊𝚜 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚎𝚝. 𝙰𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝙲𝚊𝚛𝚎, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎. 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚞𝚍 𝚢𝚎𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚎𝚝. 𝙼𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚋𝚊𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎.


𝙰𝚑 𝚢𝚎𝚜, 𝙸 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚌𝚕𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚏𝚢 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎. 𝙰𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠, 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚏𝚞𝚕. 𝚂𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚓𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚕, 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚢 memory 𝚓𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚕. 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕, 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚘𝚗, 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙸 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗 𝚘𝚛 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚓𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚕. 𝚂𝚘 𝙸 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚒𝚝.


𝙽𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗, 𝙸 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎. 𝚂𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜.




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