Make Him Cry

Part 7

It had been a whole week of him ignoring the consents messages and phone calls from his friends. He wished he could talk to them and hang out with them again but he doesn't want them to end up getting hurt by Jay or his friends so he must protect them the only way he knows how by pushing them away. The classes he had with minhyuk was the worst he ended up switching seats with someone on the other end of the class and minhyuk looked like a  heartbroken puppy. He stop going to the coffee shop and opted to hang out in the library instead, at the moment he was Looking out the window of the field covered in snow he's eyes teared little, he wished he could be at the coffee shop surrounded by his friends maybe jooheon would sit next to him and they'd read a book together like they had done before or minhyuk and hoseok making a dumb jokes while hyungwon has his tongue down his boyfriend throat. He just felt so lonely after having friends he fit in with so well and then just dropping them just made everything feel way worse.

"Is this seat taken?"
changkyun looked up and saw jooheon standing there, he felt his heart beat quicken.
"Hey, uhh no it's not"
Jooheon sat next to him on the couch and took out his book and started reading. Changkyun stared at jooheon in confusion he expected for taller to be upset or start nagging him about his boyfriend but he didn't he just sat there and keep reading his book so changkyun continued to do the same.
"I've missed you."
Jooheon blurted out, even surprising himself since he wasn't going to say anything he just wanted a chance to see the younger one just to see if he was ok and convince him to hang out again.

"What?"
"I said that I missed you"
"Why?"
"Because I do, we all do you know"
Jooheon shut his book and kneeled in front of the smaller, their faces just inches apart and changkyun mind was running wild. Jooheon hand went up to caress the side of the younger face Changkyun didn't mean to flinched and shut his eyes it just happens.
"Changkyun I would never hurt you"
He slowly opened his eyes and saw that their faces were closer together.
"Joo-"
"How can someone hurt someone so angelic like you, huh?"
Feeling each other's hot breath against their faces, their lips almost brushing together changkyun gulped and jooheon closed the gap. They kissed and God it felt amazing to changkyun it was a feeling he had missed gentle touches and sweet kisses, they both deepen the kiss and jooheon gently cupped changkyun face he felt himself melt under the older gentle touch. They pulled apart leaning on each others forehead.

"I like you changkyun"
"Why?"
"Because you're kind, gentle, smart, loving, beautiful so very beautiful and you deserve everything good and I want to give it all to you"
"Jooheon I-I can't let you get hurt, I'm not worth it.. you shouldn't like me"
"Tell my heart that kyun, you are worth everything and more. Do you like me to or have I just imagined the flirting between us because, If you don't then I'm sorry for this"
He gently brushed his plump lips on the younger pink soft lips making changkyun feel weak, his heart felt like it would pump out of his chest he couldn't believe this was happening.
"Tell me do you have any feeling for that asshole?"
"No, he basically beat them out of me"
Changkyun chuckled
"Fuck! kyunnie don't joke about that"
He caressed the younger cheek
"I like you joo, but what if you hurt me to I c-can't"
Jooheon kissed him again it was gentle everything about jooheon felt gentle and warm changkyun felt safe, he felt like he could trust jooheon he hates that his life is always so complicated. He felt his phone vibrate and changkyun was brought back to reality.

Incoming call
      JAY

"I got to go!"
"Wait changkyun"
Changkyun ran off leaving behind most of his school books.

"Hey babe!" Jay smiled at changkyun, while the other gave him a small wave.
"Hi"
"You okay?" Jay grabbed the smaller hand tightening the grip.
"Yeah I guess I'm not feeling to well" He lied
"Hmm maybe you need a nap"
"Yeah."

Jooheon headed back to the coffee shop to his friends with a stack of book and disappointed look.
"I fucked up"
Minhyuk and hyungwon turned and stared at him.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean that I found changkyun at the library and I confessed my feeling and we kissed, I told him to leave his bastard of a no good boyfriend"
"Idiot! you were suppose to convince him to hang out with us again not confess that was for later on" Hyungwon felt like throwing the whole book at the younger.

"I just couldn't help it he look so beautiful sitting there under all those florescent lights, just reading his book I need to protect him"
"Oh god min, he's whipped"
"Jooheon, I outta slap you we want to help him get out of a relationship you can just rush him into another one"
"Why? He told me he didn't love him"
"Idiot do you know the trauma he probably has. Kyun has been thru a lot and he will need all of our help to get through it not dump more on him"
Jooheon understood but how can he stop his heart from feeling all these feeling for the younger. The three sat there and talk a little longer until leaving for the day.

"Hey so I was thinking?"
Changkyun put his pencil down and stared his boyfriend.
"About?"
"I want to meet you're friends, you know get to know them"
"Why?"
"Well, if my babe is going to be hanging out with them I guess I should get to know them right invite them to the club."
"Umm i dont know"
"What! Do you have something to hide"
"What no I just don't know if they like to go out to clubs but I'll be asked thanks babe"

Changkyun felt nervous and anxious he couldn't stop thinking of jooheon confession and the kiss but he had to push those thoughts away because his boyfriend is sitting right next to him. Jay wanted to a watch a movie and changkyun didn't have a choice, it was pretty late changkyun felt himself drift off to sleep and they both ended up falling asleep on the couch jay woke up the only light was coming from the television he stretch over to grab changkyun phone and check the time
4:00 am.