NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW.
No one will ever know what turned me into a writer,
If your guess is, I’m not that kind of a fighter.
Cashmere and silk, nothing changed my mood,
All I wanted was to eat food.
I cried myself to sleep,
It is true I used to weep.
I could never tell someone,
It wasn’t just because of anyone.
I had a reason behind every action,
After all I did, what I got in return was a fraction.
Yes it is true I don’t know what went wrong,
I wish like Taylor Swift I could turn it into a song.
‘Bad Day’ is what my reply to everything used to be,
Not many people know what was that ‘he’.
It broke my heart,
At that time all I wanted was a fresh start.
He was the reason for my mile,
Soon, I just watched him from a mile.
For days he kept saying sorry for no reason,
nothing changed my decision but a season.
A time came when I needed him the most,
All the memories haunted me like a ghost.
He is not the one to blame,
I was the one to shatter the memories like flame.
I thought it will be the best for him,
Even though I knew without him my life would be dark and dim.
No one will ever know,
Why I was sitting in sorrow.
A new pair of shoes failed to make me shop,
I wish I like a kangaroo I could hop,
Disappear like a movie flop.
Every time I saw him my knees would become weak,
After I told him to get lost I became even more meek.
I told my best friend all about it,
She told me it will be okay in a bit.
Then one day I decided to finally go and talk,
To my surprise it turned into a long walk.
All eyes landed on us,
Talking to him was as difficult as catching a speeding bus.
He wiped the tears away that came in my eyes,
He promised me there would be no more goodbyes.
I felt like everything was back to normal,
Like nothing ever became formal.
No one will ever understand how I felt,
Just looking into those eyes made me melt.
Something disappeared, my frown,
All thanks to those eyes brown.
Nothing made me happier that day,
I smiled at everyone on my way.
The day seemed brighter,
My heart surely felt a lot lighter.
Soon enough it struck me had,
I did nothing but go cry in the yard.
It was my mistake,
My mistake to let him go,
If I hadn’t, our life would have been smoothing going in one flow.
I realized it won’t ever be the same,
It was probably because of his new found fame.
No one will ever know,
What exactly was the meaning of his pout,
I could not exactly ever again pour my heart out.
I will always love him no doubt.
No one will ever know what turned me into a writer,
oh dear boy, you’re the one who makes my day brighter.
I can never actually tell people what I write,
Because you’re the reason I realized I was bright.
If it hadn’t been because of the past,
I’m not sure if this would even last.
I wish it was easier to make people read what I write,
Then except me everyone would know that I am bright.
I’m just tired of being good for nothing,
Like everyone I have my eyes set on something.
No one will ever know,
What made me so emotional,
My best friends may know and they will never be de motivational.
I don’t remember the day I had started to write,
Because all I remember is a blur which is very light.
All I know is you were the reason behind it,
I just want everything to get alight in a bit.
No one will ever know,
Why I chose to write this,
Maybe because my mood was not like sweet summer bliss.
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