𝕊𝕌𝕀ℂ𝕀𝔻𝔼 (𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑥 𝑜𝑐）

𝕋𝔼ℝ𝔸ℙℍ𝕐 .

(^^This is the OC btw)
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:Suicide is one of the things I thought I never would talk about to someone other than well some of my Closest friends but here I am forced into therapy. I really don't like this, like how am I supposed to talk too a complete stranger About my personal struggles I just don't get it, but then at the same time I never really liked the idea of therapy so I guess it adds up.
Well anyways here I am sitting in miss Monroe's office, *sigh*she's incredibly beautiful.....
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Wait...no I should at least try to focus I can't keep randomly zoning out like this.

I can't help but get startled by miss Monroe's question " do you do that" she spoke softly  almost as if she was reading my mind

"Do whatttt??" I asked dragging out the t' in a questionable manner " well you seem to be Zoning out quite a bit?" I really don't like this I mean the fact that she has to pretend to like to talk to me makes me cringe and how professional she talks hmmm I wonder what she sounds like outside of work I would love to hear that L̸̼̞̰͘ō̵̝̭͙̊v̷̧̬̽͂́̎̉è̷̛̗̳͚̙͇̘͍͕̊̑̿͘͜l̶̘̫͚͎̟̙̺̼̦͈̋̽̔y̶̡͕̮͇͖͕̮̳̲̓  manner.

Hmm I should probably answer her question I've been quiet for quite a bit

" oh ermm yea I just kinda zone out some times he...he." I answer {damn it I sounded like a complete dumbass- but still I mean it isn't completely awkward so that's nice....

Wait why do I even care I don't know nor do I even have to like her wait that's kinda mean she seems  sweet not to mention she's so pretty.... Aruggg I did it again I'm such a dumbass- wait what if I'm zoning out too much i mean she can't really judge she's a therapist but then again I still can't just randomly zone out like that that's just weird but anyway} as soon as I snap out of my little trance I could hear the sound of pen writing something down it muts be a long sentence I mean I haven't heard a pause yet- wait have I always been staring at my hands- " are you okay __ (y/n)" Oh yes yes im fine thanks for asking" I said in a happy tone hmmm I just love the way she cares so much. Hmmm maybe just maybe this won't be so bad.

Hi gays sorry this chap is a bit short it was just something I made up out of nowhere that's why some of the grammar doesn't really add up but let me know if I should keep writing this story or if you have any suggestions I will gladly take them under this chap are some of the "rules" ig for the suggestions anyway I hope you enjoyed the story. :D(478words)