Once upon a time when I tried to tell the truth about how I felt inside,
I realized that there are no words,
no sounds,
no colors,
no tastes,
to describe what I feel on the inside.
I'm sad that I can never explain,
why I can't tell you I love you.
Why I wake up screaming.
Why I cry when I hear sirens.
Maybe if I could you'd leave.
Maybe I could finally convince you that even though I'm young,
I'm already gone.
I wish I could believe you,
when you swear you'll never leave.
Someday,
maybe,
I'll live.
But for now,
I'm stuck watching on the sidelines.
Not dead,
But certainly not alive.

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101 Unexplainable Poems
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