Young love | | Javon 'wanna' Walton

•Chapter 31•

•Words:818
•Line:Then why can't we stop?
Ah!It's short I know but...just read 🌧️
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I'm sitting in my room music blasting laying on my floor.

I had nothing better to do today.

Haven't talked to anyone but the group since last Saturday.

I got off school not that long ago.I have been making sure to lock my window.

I'll never make that mistake again.It's pouring rain.

I sit up and walk to my window.I look outside and it's actually really pretty.

I love watching the rain.I turn my music off grab my phone and run downstairs.

I love being home alone.Daryl at the Walton's Daisy at her friend's my mom at work.

Dakota in her room.I walk into her room.

She moved to the downstairs guest bedroom.

"I'm gonna go in the rain"

"All right if you get sick wasn't me"

"Yeah yeah"I said shutting the door.

I walked outside and set my phone on the porch where it wasn't so wet.

I was in spandex and a tee shirt.

My hair was down.I see car lights and feel awkward.

I wait for them to pass them I go out to the big ass drive way.

The rain is cold.It's comforting tho.

Really.I love the rain.Not when it's makes everything muddy.

I close my eyes and look up towards the sky letting it run down my body soaking me.

I then get an idea.I look down the road and clench my fist.

I bite my bottom lip.I close my eyes and walk inside.

I grab my phone off the porch.I get a notification.

One of my friends is live with Javon.

Jason.They are playing basketball ball in the rain wtf?

My hands drop to my side.I hear my heart beating fast in my chest.

Don't do it.I look back and then back the front door in my face.

Fuck it.I turn around and start walking to their house.

My stomach flipped as I heard his voice.

"Yeah I'll be right in give me a sec!"He yelled.

I see him just standing in the rain.

"Hey..."I said exhaling.He looked up at me.

A sad look on his face."Look Davina I'm sorry-"I cut him off just grabbing his neck and kissing him.

He kissed back immediately wrapping his arms around me.

I pulled away looking at him."We aren't good for each other"

"I know"He said looking in my eyes.

"Then why can't we stop?"

"Because that's love D"

"If you love me why do you always hurt me?"

"I know...I'm sorry.There is probably nothing I could do to fix it"

"Is there?"He asked.

I shook my head.

"How long were you talking to Bianca?"

"Be honest please"

"Really?Honestly...a month"

My heart hurt way more.I tear up.

"Was it obvious?"I asked looking down.

"What?"He asked.

"That you didn't love me?"

His face dropped as we met gaze.

He didn't say anything.All I could hear was my heart at this moment.

"I have to get home"I said and pulled away from him.

I walked into the street and down it.

"Davina wait!"He called walking after me.

I shook my head as tears filled eyes.

"I love you!I'm only leading Bianca on to make you jealous because I'm so in love with you it hurts me!And I'm scared I'm gonna lose you so I make a dumb decision and fuck it up!"

"You have no clue how much I fucking love you!I love you more then I love myself!D please okay I can't live knowing you hate me!"

"I can't live without you at all!"

I looked back at him he didn't stop walking towards me and just kissed me.

More passionate then any other kiss.

Damn.This some Dlena shit right here.

(The one's who get it get it.The one's who don't don't)

He pulled away looking at me.He leaned his forehead on mine.

"I love you so fucking much D.I can't explain it.Words don't form in my mouth when I think about you when I saw you with Tyler I- I wanted to kill him.Because I love you"

"Then stop loving me"I said pulling away.

"I can't! Don't you see I've tried! I've tried so hard for the past month to get over you and every time I close my eyes I see you I dream I see you I blink,breath, think or even eat I think of you!"

He said and then tried catching his breath.

"Sorry..."I said and ran home.

I shut my door and ran up to my room.I started a bath and set my phone down instantly stripping my wet clothes off.

I laid in the bath relaxing.I close my eyes.

But all I see is Javon.Damn it.

I fucking hate this.Why can't I get over him he broke my heart.

Tyler.
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