Midnight Poetry

Why do I desire you so?

I stood alone from the start, why?
Simple because, everyone who has ever stood beside me,
Had either stabbed me in the back, or has left me.
So yes, I stand alone now,
I will not allow anyone to stand beside me anymore...
So why does my heart ache when you are not by my side?
Why do I desire to kill those whom hurt you?
Why do I desire to hurt all those who came near you?
Why..
Why do I keep wanting to keep you all to myself?
To tie you to me and never let you leave.
I must be going crazy...
Yes, that must be it,
I have certainly not learned my lesson form all the past,
to desire you so.
Maybe once you leave I'll finally learn my lesson.
But there is this....hope in my chest..
This hope where you'll stay till I take my last breath.

I'll turn heaven and hell into one so please...
please stay.