April 12, 2019

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I kissed her. I kissed HER. She was yelling at me and crying and I couldn't take it. Shit! I'm so freaking toxic. She ran away before I could talk to her. I'm an asshole and I suck and I wish I was dead. Anything could be better than this. I don't deserve her and I definitely don't deserve whatever the hell this is. It'd all be easier if everything just stopped. And now I'm being a whiny bitch! I should just suck it up and be happy. So many people have it worse. I'm so sorry. I'm so so so sorry.

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