I can't concentrate.
Can't focus on the blabla what they say.
Gonna switch to check if they said something important.
Nope.
Still the same shit.
Switch back to my own world.
Where my thoughts are racing.
What if, what if, what if....
I kinda wanna disappear.
Wanna be invisible so no one has to care.
I feel like a burden to everyone I care about so I try to distance myself so no one has to give a shit about me and my goddamn stupid problems.
My face is a mask.
I'm so fake...
Sorry.
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lost in my head - ventbook
Short Storytrigger warning: deep thoughts ventbook abt anxiety and panic attacks