Goodbye.

Chapter 4

I don't even remember the last time i wrote in this journal, don't even know what day it is.. I've been getting better i guess, don't really feel emotions or any thing of the sorts right now i guess you can say I'm a bit damaged and a hazard after all that happen

I've been getting out of the house more i started realizing maybe you won't come back, maybe its cause of something i did or maybe you just wanted to start new and venture out in the real world on your own to experience it all

you always told me "the world may seem large but you see its very small and a wonderful place, people may not treat you right for various of things but if you ignore the society and explore the beauty of the world thats where the happiness is"

im guessing you wanted to explore the beauty of it all I don't blame you though it is truly beautiful if you leave all thoughts behind and become one with the nature of it all.

I've been thinking about going to therapy or just seeking help, I've been having nightmares of sorts and they won't go away I've been getting them ever since you left.

i make these entries short maybe they won't get to a point on them but its just me joting down my thoughts... I'm the only one who will see it anyways

every entry i always say i love you but when will i say goodbye ...