You wake up in Freddie's shed as you have been moving from all your friends houses you quickly grab your stuff and leave before he notices as you slowly walk down the road to effys house she sees you out the window as you wave she runs downstairs and lets you inside as you both run up to her bedroom "eww you need a shower" she says while you place down "ok see you after" you say walking into the shower you have a short shower before walking out and putting your hair in a towel you stare in the mirror at yourself you wipe of the mascara that's running down your face you take your hair out of the towel you push it all back before walking out. You sit on effys bed in a towel brushing through your hair effy walks in "I've got Pringles chocolate and everything to make your problems go away" effy says places it all down with a takeaway pizza you both put on stranger things and sit and watching it in just nickers with no bras on you both eat the pizza and laugh as effy puts ice cream on your nose "fuck off" you say though laughs putting ice cream on her four head.
After about 2 hours you start playing music really loud as you both dance around the room facing away from the door you head a bottle crash behind you as you turn to see jj you cream as you and effy both cover your boobs up with a blanket "jj what the fuck" you shout "what the fuck"effy repeats "I'm sorry" he repeats "give me our t-shirts fucking hopeless perv" effy says while jj throws you both a shirt "I'm sorry the door was open I" he says "jj" you say turning around "I got worried" he says "about what" effy asks still angry "I dunno I thought holly might have I dunno ok I was pissed at the two of you" jj says "two of who us" you question "I heard what you were saying holly I want you to stop doing that" he says "jj what the fuck" you say again "you and cook" he says as you cut him off "having seen him for days" you snap "yeah well don't dis me while you having sexual intercourse" he says while you look confused you slowly walk closer "are you going to give her some fucking up hint what your on about" effy says "I I I usually drink mango juice when I'm over stressed" he says while you take his hand and you all walk downstairs. Effy pours him a glass as he drinks it all she pours some more "so" you say "it's the new pills" jj says as you get up "imma piss" you say walking to the bathroom you go in there before quickly walking back out "I love holly" you hear him say as you slowly walk in "well everybody loves me" you say as he turns "that's a relief" he says while you smaller "with the possible exception of ma and da they don't love me so good" you say sitting down "why's that" he asks "cuz I won't act like I'm 5 and I'm grown up fucking men but she won't let me cuz she got her heart broken cuz dad didn't want kids so he ran off to America to be a history professor I texted him but he never replied" you say leaning back as they keep talking after jj leaves effy looks like she's about to cry you get up and hug her "come on let's get fucked" you say walking upstairs you put on a shirt with a skirt while effy has a shower as your both ready you curl your hair and tie it up you both leave.
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You both arrive and stand outside sharing a cigarette "don't look so depressed" you say ticking her chin "shut up" she says letting out a small smile "we're gunna get so fucked up yeah" you say as she looks at Freddie Thomas calls you to the front as you walk up to him he calls over Freddie and Katie as you see them holding hands he calls over cook who's full of energy you go inside and dance with a mix of red bull and vodka in your hand has cook comes up to you "holly holly" he shouts dancing and jumping about with you kissing your neck panda pulls you away as you look at him but he just keeps dancing "what was that for" you ask "girls night" she says as you dance with her and effy "imma go have a wee" you say walking off you see cook jj and Freddie in an alleyway you had heard he had got into a fight as you wait round the corner "jj yay top pills man I knew you'd come for me" cook says "oh god your gunna get the truth" jj says as you take a deep breath in "holly doesn't want me I'm pissed of she's taking the piss and it's hurting me cooks got nothing I've always got nothing that's why I popped panda pandas popped it's always the same I shag panda I shag holly that's all I get cuz I'm shit" you hear him say as you walk in "hey holly you alright" jj says as you walk passed and into the bathroom you look at yourself in the mirror and take a deep breath in as you keep repeating it's not your fault in your head you Finnish your drink and place the glass down before sitting next to cook "what did he do" you ask "your tits look good" cook says as you look at him "god look at You" you say laughing wiping blood of his face with your shirt "holly that's a white shirt" effy says as you shrug "he loves you" Naomi says while off while you look at cook who's just staring and smiling "I'll take him home" you say pulling him up as he leans on you. You manage to make it out of the club and back to your house you clouding take cook any further so you opened the door and took him to your room, you licked the door behind you and place him in your bed before laying next to him he falls asleep while you stay up thinking.
