Entry 14, 4-3-20XX

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I feel numb.

I feel like everything around me isn't what it seems to be.

It feels like my surroundings are just white noise.
That the longer you listen to it, the more maddening it becomes.

Everything feels white, blank and transparent.

Reality feels like a blank sheet of paper.

I feel like i got shot in the back of my head with something

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I feel like i got shot in the back of my head with something.

That something being The Truth.


She was suffering.
She was in so much pain.
She could barely even move.
I shed so many tears for her.
I brought it upon myself to care for her.
To try and find a cure. A method. Anything.
And yet, it was all for naught.
She had died, but i couldn't bear the burden of my darling girl dying such a painful death.

I did what i thought was best for her, yet...
Her suffering continued on.

I'm a fucking monster.

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