Babysitting||Manjiro sano (Mikey) X female reader

07 "First love?"

"Mikey?"

You open the door when it's not locked you quickly find him and he sitting in the floor leaning in his bed he looking at the window and you can only see his back and some smoke

Mikey's room was dark and gloomy and his expensive things is messy in his table it's not that messy they just not put back in the cabinet

You come in and his room was filled with his scent you come to mikey and he see you he smoking you didn't expect it because you never see mikey smoke

"Mikey, Rindou said wake you up but i think you now up so i'll just go back to jiro's room"You said and planning to walk away

"Wait"

You stop and look at mikey when he make you stop. Mikey didn't know why he said that and you wait for Mikey's words

"Stay"Mikey said

You sit next to mikey and he give you a cigarette but you shook your head as no you never use a cigarette and you will never

Mikey is look down right now....what happened to him? Well he always so down but this time is different

"You look down mikey"You calmly said "what's wrong you can tell me, i'll listen"

Mikey keep silent for a second and spoke

"It's my older brother death anniversary"Mikey whisper but it's enough for you to hear it

"Oh, i'm sorry"You said and touch his shoulder to cheer him up

He smiled a little and he put his used cigarette in the cig bin next to him and he exhaled the smoke in the air

"You don't have to be sorry"Mikey said

That time the atmosphere become silent and cold even there the others somewhere in the mansion Mikey's rooms was silent and not even a sound you can hear only the wind in from the window it's getting windy the winter is coming

"When i was in middle school...."

You look back to mikey and hear his said. You hope this is the time you get to know him about him and about this mansion what with them they're all mysterious

"A friend of mine, kazutora accidentally killed my brother and my childhood friend...i already forgive but still everytime i remember...."

You feel sorry to mikey you want to hug him and cheer him up you want to cry just by listening to his story

"I lost a lot of my loved ones"Mikey said looking in the window

Mikey....

"I can't afford losing jiro too"Mikey said

Mikey is not crying but you know his life was painful than yours Mikey always wear a strong face but deep inside he want help and you know that you want to help but you don't know how to start

"It's okay mikey, where here Jiro and i and the others are here for you....you won't be alone again"You said and hug him

He move a bit closer so you can hug him mikey try to hug you back but he can't he never been this he never been shy when he want to touch someone he do it but why he can't do it with you he can't hug you back

"Your hugs remind me of my little sister"Mikey whisper

You broke the hug and look at him and you don't know mikey have a sister you thought he only have one sibling that his older brother

"You have a little sister?"You asked

Your curiosity make you excite you imagine what his siblings look like

"But she never exist anymore"

You really feel sorry to mikey you can't emagine yourself in his situation

But wait, i thought sanzu and kakucho and the others are Mikey's brother right but they don't look like each other.....what really they are?

"Am, mikey how many your siblings?"You calmly asked

"Three"

"But i thought...Sanzu and the others is your brother?"You asked

Mikey took a sigh

"I thought Tameka tell you already about it"Mikey said "We're not brother or related"

"So, you guys are just friends? Living together?" You asked

Should i tell her? But if he find out he will be scared to talk to me again

Mikey thought

"Yeah we're friends"Mikey said

"You so lucky mikey....you have a friend like them"You said and smiled

Mikey smiled a little and so he lose his smile he really forcing his self not to smile in front of you He start to feel comfortable with you. You look like a light to his dark Alley

"Maybe, is Tameka only your friend?"

You nod

"When i was in middle school i was bullied"You said and smiled forced

Why i'm telling mikey about this?

Mikey look at you and you can see he willing to listen

"They say i'm a weird kid and not belong to the room,they even planned to push me in the stairs thankfully Tameka always protect me...i really admired tameka for being strong"

"And even Tameka is in gang she still my friend because that what friend do"You said

"So mikey, just tell us what bothering you always hmm?"You said and hold his hand

You smiled when you feel he hold your hand. Mikey didn't remove his hand yet you was Shy to pull your hand back

Mikey look at your eyes scanning for something a sparkling in mikey eyes was visible- did looking at you make him happy?. You heart was beating so fast and the snow start to fall from the sky

You can't believe you now know something to mikey even you tell mikey a lot about you. You never been this interested in a man and so mikey he never been interested in a woman could it be a first love? First love never work they said but who knows maybe you and mikey can change it

"You're beautiful, y/n"

Your face was heated up you can feel you cheek was blushing your face was so red by his said and the way he pronounce your name it's the first time he say your name

"T-thank you.....mikey"

Mikey put his hand both hand in your cheeks. Your heart sounds the "doki doki doki" again. You feel like you gonna blow up just by blushing

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