It's crazy to look back at everything I've been through and see the person I am today. It's unbelievable how drastic things change in just a second. You can go from normal traumatic life to...well, meeting someone who broke me down and put me back together. It's dramatic, I know. But it happens, I can't even look back at how my life used to be without doing a double take. I can honestly say- as bad as it sounds, I don't wish to change anything I've gone through to get where I am now.
I've been broken into pieces and smashed into even smaller, but the outcome is pretty worth it. I've never been happier and more content than I am now. Do I miss normality? Yes of course, I wish life was a bit more normal. But would I change how everything happened? No, I don't think I would be the person I am today, maybe a version of me now, but not completely.
I love who I am now, I just wish the people I used to know seen this side of me. I'd hope my ex boyfriend would be happy for me. I'm sorry for not always being the person he loved, but I'm happy that he found someone who is. And I'm happy I found someone who helped me be that for them.
Sit back, relax, grab a snack if you must. I'm going to take you on a journey of my life. How I went from a broken- bitter cheerleader, to a strong fearless woman that fell in love with a playboy Mafia leader.
𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁 𝓦𝓲𝓵𝓼𝓸𝓷 ♥
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AdventureComing later this year! (Might change the description) You'd think Roux Wilson had enough to deal with; dealing with past trauma, having greedy two faced friends, and absent parents. Lastly, losing her boyfriend to another girl right behind her back...