Secrets to be held

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tw: mentions of eating disorder

tw: mentions of eating disorder

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3rd pov

Your brother Tooru Oikawa. You had figured he heard or saw nothing but you were wrong . he was with Iwaizumi and staring at you with tears in his eyes. This wasn't the Tooru you knew so you had asked what was wrong but he had tears falling and didn't answer. He walked up to you and hugged you as tight as he could. By the time this scene unfolded you had been alone with your brother crying in each others arm. "please don't do that to your self. I ,love you as your brother and I don't want you to starve to death" you had decided to try and stop for Tooru. " I'll try for you, Tooru." Tooru only nodded in your shoulder after a few more minutes you were heading to bed for your first day at Tonekada (toe-nae-kah-dah)

Time Skip~~~~~~

yer out fit:

as you got ready for your first day you kept hope for a good first day

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as you got ready for your first day you kept hope for a good first day. Although you knew not everyone had to like you there is still a hope of a non-trauma year. As you walked down stairs you were greeted by your brother and were pulled into a monster hug. You hugged him back. He was more nervous than you were for the first day. After you ate breakfast you headed to your school. You had taken in the sight of the school. As you walked through the corridors you felt your anxiety rise. You couldn't turn to Tooru meaning that this was a step I had to take yourself. As I walked down the sage and brick hallway I feel my anxiety rise. As I headed to the office to get my schedule I bumped into someone. That someone was giving me a glare I pushed it off as nothing and continued down the hallway where I had met the office door. I took a deep breath and walked in. I had noticed all the awards this school had been gifted with and got lost in thought thinking that I was gonna be bottom in class. I had gotten my schedule I walked out and headed to my home room That was quite shockingly class M-1-A meaning middle school high class. I had reached my class room and once ago in took a deep breath scared of the thought of this school year being more agonizing than the last. I pushed my fear aside and knocked on the door. I was answered by a kind lady named Mrs. Conelaven (pronounce it as you please in trying to be creative lmao) She looked in her late 20's but she was very kind by the way she kinda mothered me. I had to sit in the back of the classroom by the window (main character vibes lol). After 4hrs of abuse to the brain we had lunch in which I bumped into the girl from earlier. According to my peers her name was Scarlet Nobles and she was the most popular girl in school.

Scarlet:

She had invited me to a group of some sort

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She had invited me to a group of some sort. I had kindly declined and went on with my day. When I went to the gates I had herd whispering and people had stared at me in an unpleasing manner. I had looked at what was on the gate and it was a picture of me talking with some of Tooru's friends. There it was the name calling and bulling it was gonna hurt and burn. I had ran as fast as I could out of there and to Tooru's school knowing he had practice. As I burst through the gym doors I had seen my older brother working on stretching. I asked if I could talk to him in private and knowing Tooru he agreed and that was it when we were alone I had broke down crying while Tooru hugged and comforted me. As I told him what had happened he had slight rage filling him and I had felt guilty. After we had gotten to watch his practice and we went home as I do my nightly routine I look at my toilet and look at myself in the mirrors.' You are doing this for Tooru'.
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Hey I know this book Sucks but I'm having fun writing it so thank you for sticking around to read it! Feel free to leave commentary! Have a great night/ day/ evening!

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