In Solitude (7,8 AND 9)

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Hey Everyone .
Hope you are doing fine!:)

-7- I find myself crying
       in a corner. Alone

       I keep yearning
       the comfort I wonder
       If I'll ever get through my life

       I feel so vulnerable
       But I can't help it
       My heart and mind goes
       Back to that restricted place
       which is you.

I wrote this when I actually was trying not let myself be taken over my subconscious mind that is filled with negativity so as a distraction I wrote this to comfort myself since I was alone at that time.

-8- I feel alone inside
       But I'm here surrounded
       by the crowd
       I feel nothing inside
       But I'm here pretending
       To smile and laugh

       Why can't I seem to
       get happiness in my life
       It seems so easy
       but it only breaks 
       me further apart

       Can I ever get healed
       From these scars
       Setting these broken
       pieces of mine together
       But it won't still be the same....

This was to express how I generally feel most of the days in my life. It comforts me a little since these words aren't to be said out loud to the people around me just for myself

-9- Confusing me to 
       the fullest I get,
       overwhelmed by this,
       Unexplainable feeling...

       Neither word,
       Neither action,
       Anything can't explain,
       This heart bursting feeling

      I get drowned in
      my own thoughts
      wondering about this
      newly found feeling in me

     Then second by second
      I come to the light that
     This feeling is about my
     newly found LOVE>>>

I wrote this on Valentine's day. I just wondered what would it actually feel to fall in love and feel loved. Not only romantically but just love in general.

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Well that'll be it for now.
No matter how life gets giving up is not a smart decision.
Take Care ;)


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