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I'm drowning...
I can't breathe...
Something is there on my chest, uh I can't remove it
I'm afraid my lips are trembling
Is...is it a panic attack?
Tears are rushing out of my eyes like sea waves
Oh God it's happening again.
This never ending fear is killing me
Someone please help....
Please don't break me, I need you, I love you.
I can't face myself
This is me
This is fucking me!
I'm tired of this eclipse
I'm tired
Oh my tears are ceasing
Good
"You are a lost cause !"
"Talking about your pathetic dreams won't make them come true."
Stop it.....stop !
I trying....fucking stop it.
The voice in my head says," You can't show them you are this. "
The voice of heart echoes," Hold on. You are precious."
I, I want to rest now.
The day is over
I sink into the dark....
Goodbye
I love you
Yours .............

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