WARNING ! THIS STORY CONTAINS SUICIDAL THOUGHTS,IF YOU HAVE SOME DO NOT READ ! I REPEAT IF YOU HAVE THOUGHTS ABOUT KILLING YOURSELF DONT READ THIS STORY, anyways thank you. On with the story...
"Hey Johnny can i ask you something"?
"Yeah sweetheart, whats up"?
"Okay, if I.. some what died or killed myself, what would you do?"
Johnny looked at me if I was crazy! Johnny zoned out a little bit.
"What, Johnny?"
"Huh?"
" Johnny, I asked you a question, can you answer it."
"Yeah, if you kill yourself or if you died, I would be very sad, why would you say such a thing".
" Lets just say My Old man is hurting me again Johnny"
"Oh, Y/n, Im sorry."
"Don't worry Johnny I have you"
Johnny laughed a little while looking at my scars from the knife I got from My Father.
~~~~~~THE NEXT DAY ~~~~~~
Johnny came to the Curtis house and asked where I was.
"Where's Y/n?"
Dallas was sitting on the couch taking a smoke.
"I don't know, man, she came into the house and went to the bathroom. "
"oh.... NO!"
I heard Johnny's footsteps running down the hallway to the bathroom. I had a knife in my hand ready to stab myself in the chest. My tears were running down my face, hoping someone would tell me to stop. Then I heard someones sweet, teary, voice at the door. Maybe it was Johnny, I wasn't sure,I hope it was.
"Y/N!! OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE"
'' Who is it?"
"ITS JOHNNY, PLEASE OPEN UP!"
"..."
"Y/N! ARE YOU OKAY !?"
"DALLAS! SHE WON'T OPEN THE DOOR!"
I Told myself to make this quick.
"On the count of 3, 1...2...3"
I screamed as loud as I could, by that time Johnny and Dallas opened the bathroom door. I was lying there on the floor with the knife in my hand . I wasn't dead yet though. I didn't feel dead.
"OH MY GOD, Y/N!! DALLAS CALL THE AMBULANCE !!"
I looked at Johnny as he picked me up and dragged me outside.
"Johnny? Am I dead yet?"
No, your not! YOUR NOT DEAD!"
I caught a glimpse of his face, there was tears running down his face.
"Johnny, am I okay ?"
"No, No your not "
Someone picked me up and put me in the ambulance, Johnny and Dally came along with me. We made it to the Hospital safely and they took me into a room. The doctor told me that it wasn't a deep cut so I was fine. I hope. Then Johnny came into the room.
"Hey, Y/N"
"Hey, Love,"
"How you feeling?"
"Eh"
"Look Johnny Im sorry I scared you."
"No,No,No, its okay"
I felt like a was drifting away from Johnny, like I was really dying.
"Johnny?"
"yeah, sweetheart."
"Come close"
"I love you with all of my heart, okay, I love you , I love you, I love you."
"I love you too, y/n"
"Just wanted for you to know that"
"Can you tell me a story about the church?''
" Yeah"
I was breathing really hard.
"So theres this church on a hill of Jay Mountain, It was so Nice and Pretty, until people stopped going to it and it caught on fire."
"Mmmm.Thanks, Johnny"
I told Johnny to come here on more time and I kissed him on the cheek, "I love you"
Johnny looked at me with tears in his eyes."I love you too, y/n"
I toke my last breath and said goodbye. All you could hear was Johnny crying and the Doctors trying to save me.
Thankfully they did....
I think they did?
"Johnny am I okay?"
"Yeah sweets, your fine"
I looked around the room, I was at home?
" Johnny, whats going on?
I looked down and saw my side connected to a tube
"Johnny?"
