Love, there are just so many things that I wish I could tell you right now.
my heart here is brimming with all the pain and hurt and love
that you left behind the night you left
and if I could ,if only I could right now, m,
I would have and ripped my heart open to you
and showed how the void you left inside me is still bleeding.
and how the rest of it keeps waiting for you to
turn around and say that you would never leave again'
that youd stick by and find a way to make this work someday
I miss you so much. Love.
Like so freaking much that it is making every inch of my sanity sink.
leaving every part of me to grieve over the love I have lost,
making my head wonder why I ever had to let you go.
why we ever had to end?
why we couldn't have just simply made it work?
why was I not enough for you even when I had your name carved upon every inch of my skin?
why was I not enough even after I gave you every part of me that no one else saw before?
why was I not enough even when you had the whole of me all to yourself?
why was I not enough even when you know I would have let myself drown
the depths of all the oceans if it means proving how much you mean to me?
how do I ever make myself understand that it was never me.
but you who ruined what we had?
that it was never me but you who chose to walk away?
who chose to give up and let everything sink?
