𝗗𝗔𝗥𝗘. sunghoon

# fourty-two

closing her phone and setting it aside, chaeyoung tossed in her bed again, covering herself with the blankets to hide her puffy and red eyes from her friends

none of her past break ups left her broken like this

"chaeyoungie, we're here" sunoo removed the blanket lightly to see her face but she immediately covered it again

"i don't wanna see anyone" she sniffed, wiping away a tear that rolled down her cheek

"come on chae, we even got you mint choco ice cream and tteokbokki . . . "

"i'm not hungry"

"what's bothering you? yesterday you were getting better . . ." sumin joined sunoo in trying to remove the blankets from her face but it was no use

"sunghoon already has a new girlfriend" she finally sat up, her sight welcomed by her three best friends with concerned looks on their faces

"and she's way better than me . . " the lee bursted in tears, the three immediately rushing to comfort her

"he's way out of my league, and i should have know that"

"yah the fuck are you saying?! why are you telling yourself such things because of a man that found a new girl after not even two weeks since your break up! you know he's losing the best of the best for that little girl" seeun handed her a tissue

"yeah but he looks so happy with her . . argh!" chaeyoung took one of the plushies sunghoon gifted her and throwed it on the floor harshly "fuck him"

*ding!*

HOONIE <3
i'm sorry chae
forgive me

she grabbed her phone, ready to reply but sumin snatched it from her

"don't tell me you're thinking of forgiving him again! you did way too much for him to let him win" she shook her head, opening the messages without replying

"you should make him beg, he should be on his knees asking for forgiveness for you to give him. only if he's gonna beg until the last second he means those"

HOONIE <3
chaeyoung
don't ignore me please
i know you're thinking these are just made up
but i really mean them
i'll be on my knees for you to forgive me
i'm not really dating her
it's just for business
don't believe what dispatch says
you were right, dispatch makes people dirty
i'm sorry i didn't believed you back then
i was a stupid to say those words
i don't mean them
i'll do anything just for you to trust me again
even if it means that i need to wait a year
i can't survive a single day without you anymore
it hurts so much
you're the sun that lights my days up
everything about you is perfect
you're funny, you're pretty, you're talented, you're kind and you're the cutest person i've ever met
and you understand me more than anyone else
we have almost the same personalities, that's why we got along so easily
you were the first girl i trusted in so long
you immediately caught my eyes
and i couldn't take them off you ever since then
it's ok if you don't want to forgive me now
as i said, i'm ready to wait even a whole decade just for you to trust me again
just know, i love you so much that i'm scared to let you go

CHAEYOUNG
i shouldn't give you a third chance after what you did
the hurtful words you told me can't be forgotten just like that

HOONIE <3
i know and i'm ready to do anything to really deserve it
i promise i'll never ever hurt you again like how i did in the past
i'll be better than the past me, and this time i mean it
it's not just some words said like that
i'll keep my words this time
and if i won't, you can leave me

CHAEYOUNG
they say time heals
and i believe in this
so i am giving you one last chance

i'm so sad this story has already came to an end :( the epilogue is the last chapter for this and then bye bye sunghoon and chaeyoung :(((((