Thinking of you (Ariana grande - Katy Perry)

Part 2

Ariana POV

I am in Katy's dressing room still. She keeps flirting with me as well as me flirting with her. From Katy stroking my arm to glancing to my lips every few seconds, to Katy staring at my body up and down every time I look away. To me also touching her hand, her hand resting on my thigh.

"Are you ok honey you got lost somewhere for a minute" Katy says breaking me out of my head. "Oh yeah on fine sorry" I reply nervous getting butterflies as I feel her stare intently at me. "I don't think you're being honest don't lie to me" Katy says strictly and dominantly. My heart sped up and I bite my lip. "Ok fine ... I wasn't gonna come here tonight my friend wanted me to go obviously I am a huge fan. My boyfriend passed away last year... I became suicidal and because of you I am alive today and I just hate living anymore but you give me a reason to live." I say and burst out crying as Katy rubs my back gently. "Let me see your arm." Katy demanded and I hesitate. I pull my arm away and stand up. "Let me see it." Katy says strictly giving me the angry mom look. I give her my arm and she walks my to the sink. My heart dropped as she pours water on it wiping the makeup off. She widened her eyes ass she sees my scars spelling out 'usless'. She stares for a minute every second of silence that passes by I get more nervous. Finally she breaks the silence. "Why baby?" She asks sounding like she was about to cry. "I don't know why you care we just met." I reply not wanting to be honest. She looks at me and I see a tear roll down her cheek. "Baby look at me please." She says as I looked down. I don't look up I try fighting my tears. She lifts my chin up with her fingers making me look her in the eyes. They were filled in tears. "I care because you are my fan, you are beautiful, worthy of love, you are a human I've been suicidal too but you know what I did?" She asked "what" I reply "I got up and fought, I told myself that I am worthy I stood up and decided to suck it up and move on, I know you can too" she says and I chuckle. "I'm not you" I reply refusing to listen to her advice. "I'm at the point I'm numb I don't see myself tomorrow, I can't be alone do you know how fucking hard it is to wake up every day and not want to get up, I just wanna die Katy, PLEASE JUST LET ME DIE!!!" I break down crying I fall onto the floor my knees to my chest. Katy sits by me and pulls me into her. "I refuse to let you be alone how about you stay in my hotel for the next for days." Katy offered. I wipe my tears and look at her. "really?" I reply and she smiled. "Let's go baby." She says grabbing my hand we walk to the car outside. "Can we take my car please I'm not leaving it here" I say and she chuckles. "Yeah let's go together. You can go in driving with her" Katy says to her driver. We then walk to my car.

Finally getting to my car I unlocked it opening the passenger door for Katy. She smiles and thanks me. I get in the driver seat. I start the car and pull out the parking lot. Katy is giving me directions to the hotel. As I drive I feel her staring at me. I giggled "I feel you looking into my soul" I say watching the road and in the corner of my eye I see her smile. "Let's play music" Katy says and turns up the radio and we hear Katy's music playing through the speaker. "Sorry I forgot to change it." I say blushing. "That's adorable." Katy says and she turns on a random radio station and I hear someone like you by kings of Leon just starting. I sing along to it cause that was my favorite song to play with Mac. "You have a beautiful voice" Katy says putting her hand on my thigh. I blush and bite my lip getting horny from her touch. I think she noticed because she leaned over to whisper in my ear. "Pull over the car" she says and nibbles my earlobe making a moan slip out. I find a abandoned building and park behind it so nobody will be around. Katy immediately get in the back seat and looks at me. "You gonna join princess?" She asks sexily her voice raspy. I turn up the radio and climb back with Katy. Immediately she lays on top of me I let her dominate me and she smiles. "Good girl already knowing I'm top" Katy says winking. She then leans down kissing me I open my mouth letting her take control. I moan as she puts her hand in between my leg rubbing my clit through my thong. My eyes roll back as she kisses and bites my neck. Right when I was about to orgasm she pulled away and laughed getting in the front driver seat. I groan and stare at her. "You fucking tease. "Hurry up get up here before I drive with you in the back." I climb in the front seat frustrated. She drives to the hotel we walk in her holding my hand. "Im gonna love your pain away" she says and she opens her hotel suite room. We walk in immediately she pushes me against the wall kissing me roughly yet passionately. She starts to take both our clothes off. Soon we are naked she picks me up my legs around her waist arms around her neck her hands support me by my things. She walks to the bed and lays me on it. She first grabs my hand and kisses my palm up to my scars and kisses them making me cry. She then kisses my stomach up to my boobs sucking my nipples making me moan. She then kisses my neck leaving hickeys for sure. She then kisses my lips again. "Your are beautiful, your are worthy of love, you deserve life baby" she says and then crawls down in between my legs and begins eating me out.