Im so sorry

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TW: sadness, mention of abuse, mention of alcohol and self harm
Ahahaha another angst chapter >:3 anyways enjoy! Ngl by the way this one is very sad so yea
Ranboo pov:
Me and tubbo were walking back from the park. But I couldn't stop thinking about something.
Who would do that to tubbo? And why did tubbo stay in a toxic relationship for so long?
I kept thinking about it until I heard sniffling I looked down at tubbo his eyes were filled with tears and they were falling down
his face. "I'm sorry" he said I hugged him and I found a bench where we could sit down at.
The silence finally broke when I said "you have no reason to be sorry." I said looking down then at tubbo
"I do. I caused you all this trouble.." he said still crying "No you didn't." I replied "You just needed help and it's always nice to help" I added "You don't understand!" He yelled slightly which surprised me "I dealt with so much and I'm just dumping my feelings on other people!" He said and it was silent again. "Ranboo." He said "yeah?" I asked "could I show you something if you promise not to tell anyone and I'll explain it when I'm done showing.. just don't react that much" he muttered "oh uh ok?"
He pulled down his sleeve and it shocked me. I saw cuts some looked new some old I couldn't speak
"This is the stress I deal with and I'm being idiotic by just spitting it out to you.." he said
I was still shocked I couldn't say anything. "I do it cause of the past. My dad died and I got adopted. I miss my dad even though he drank and caused bad actions. When he didn't drink he was so fun. Please don't tell." He said
I couldn't believe what he'd done to himself I grabbed his fore arms and finally spoke "T-tubbo t..this you.. I- you shouldn't do.
It'll damage you." I said my voice shaky "Once again you don't understand! You have a perfect life. And I'm stuck with a trash life ranboo!" He cried even more and I hugged him again "please just stop for at least a while." I cried and my skin burned
but I didn't care I cared about my bee. "Fine... can.. you walk me to my house?" He asked playing with his fingers
"Ok.." I said. He rolled up his sleeve and we walked to his house. We arrived and I saw Tommy in his house? I didn't want to cause more drama so I waved and said bye "bee I love you so much.." I whispered so he couldn't hear
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Word count: 458 words
I hated writing that ✋😃 but anyways we hit 200 reads!! I suck at writing and I get 200 people reading my story!
Thanks so much! Anyways stay healthy and daily quote 2x the cheese 2x the disease -ranboo

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