Day 6. I can't even get started with my day today Edward didn't talk to me today not even one word from him.
Im so confused on what I did. I didn't do anything tho so I went to Alice.
"Hey Alice!" I say
No response.
I see her crying over something with jasper patting her back. And I see Edward bring out flowers it was obvious to me somebody died. I walk closer to see my face on a grave.
"What..." I say confused.
"B-but im right here!" I tried to touch Alice but she stood up and walked away. I see Edward put the flowers down on this grave of mine I wanted to hug him but I couldn't. It was like a barrier I couldn't touch anybody or anything.
"EDWARD!" I scream begging for somebody to hear me he turns around.
"Who's there.?" He asks scared and ready to fight
"Edward its me Bella!" I say
"B-Bella?, no it cant be" He says scared out of his mind thinking that somebody is messing with him
He never was like this how did I die? Why me why am I the victim . I then look at him i cant touch or do anything i was helpless fucking worthless.
I ran to him but when i tried to hug i went right through him like a ghost. I couldnt bare it i kept trying to hug him,touch him,shake his hand even. Nothing, i start breaking down
"Edward please i love you..." i say hes still there but he leaves. He couldnt hear me anymore no words that i was saying where coming through. Like a broken walkie talkie i sat down next to my grave and curled up into a ball and cried and cried i felt so helpless. I wipe my tears and see charlie standing over my grave he had tears in his eyes and was about to cry but he treid to hide it.
"Bella im so sorry i couldnt be there i love you." Charlie said he stared at my direction and sat down he put flowers and my phone next to my grave. I start crying again and my tears filled up i broke down my tears falling out like a foset i felt so helpless. I screamed i couldnt take it. I went to where edward was. He was standing in his living loom and he was about to sit down but i said his name
"EDWARD" i said hoping that he'll hear me. He didnt i sat down next to him i was dead i couldnt communicate. But then
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I woke up it was all a horrible nightmare. I got up quickly and went to the bathroom. Edward got up and stood behind me he played with ny hair and kissed my cheek
"Are you okay bella?..." he said worried
I took his hand off my neck and turned around
I tried to hold it back but.... I started crying loud and had heavy tears i threw myself into edward and hugging him as im crying. Edward hugged me back and kissed my head. He was rubbing my back
"Its okay bella." He said
I love him so much.
