i'll try not to miss you // taejun

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Endolphin Answer
MolangLover

Mr. HYUN, your submission has been haunting my mind for nights! I had a similar experience with my last boyfriend, that's why I broke up with him when I became more self-aware. He cared for me—I know he did—but I wanted to be loved, and he couldn't give me that. So, I knew it was better to just move on with our lives and meet other people.

I want to ask about how you're doing, because that kind of relationship is tiring (must be for you, especially). If you could tell me anything—what you feel, what you think—it would be lovely, but if you're uncomfortable, then feel free to ignore my reply.

Have a nice day!

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HYUN Thread!
PrettyBoy

Hello, Endolphin. I would add something before your name, but I wouldn't want to misgender you.

Thank you for this reply. It makes me feel comforted that somebody is going through or has gone through something similar to me. If you could probably tell, I am more than fine to answer your question.

Surprisingly, I am feeling well. My fiance takes me out on a date every Friday and it gets cancelled so often because of his not-so-flexible schedule compared to mine. However, I try to be happy. He's never rude to me, he's always kind, but it's nothing close to showing romantic interest.

As for what I think, I think about so many things. I always worry about being well-behaved and being pliant to not upset him. I also worry about my job and other things in my life.

Endolphin, if it's not so rude of me, may I ask you about the breakup with your last boyfriend? How did he react? How did you do it? Now that you brought it up, I'm starting to think if it's the best thing to do in situations like this.