xiii. i really meant it

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6 HOURS LATER, 7:30 PM.









IMESSAGE







lover boy
cory
cory please answer
i need to know that you're okay
i watched the news
please be okay

cor <3
hey mattyb

lover boy
oh thank the lord cory
im so glad you're alive

cor <3
me too
i thought i was gonna die
that was so scary matt
its all over now
but i still think about it

lover boy
how are you? honestly.

cor <3
honestly?
i'm not good
allie is gone matt
and lizzie watched her die
she's pretty shaken up
i almost died

lover boy
oh my god no
does she need anything?
do you need anything?

cor <3
i need my friends
i need you matt

lover boy
i'm here cory
i'm right here i'm not leaving

cor <3
the guy went into my class matt

he shot maybe 3 times before leaving

my classmate blake was hit in the leg, but hes okay
and the other two bullets didnt hit anyone.
one missed me by an inch tho.

it went through the desk and if i had moved
a couple inches, i wouldve died

lover boy
cory
i'm so glad you're alive

cor 
and im really sorry for not responding earlier
i was just in shock
i could barely even respond to josh or my mom

lover boy
that's not your fault don't be sorry

cor
i didn't mean to scare you

lover boy
it's okay cory, really
i'm just glad you're safe

cor
i'm really sorry matt
for everything

lover boy
i'm sorry too
i didn't mean to make you think i was mad
i wasn't mad at you
i was just jealous and upset.
but i listened to the song again again
after our fight
and i realized that that was your message
that you moved on
and im an idiot that i didnt see it before.

cor <3
youre not an idiot
i would be upset too

lover boy
i thought you died cory
i would have never forgiven
myself if you thought i was mad at you

cor <3
matt
you dont blame yourself do you?

lover boy
of course not
but
everything happens for a reason
the same day after our fight,
i almost lose you.

cor <3
but you didn't lose me
im still here
im still cory
im traumatized, yeah
but im still me

matt i meant what i said
sure, it was in a"spur of the
moment im about to die"
time frame, but i really meant it
i really do love you, matt

lover boy
i love you too, cor
so much

cor <3
im gonna go
check on liz and stuff
im still processing what happened too

lover boy
yeah, of course
i'll facetime you later?

cor <3
sure
see u later lover boy














maha speaks :)
i was gonna have cory shut matt out
but jaden convinced me to give them happiness

everyone say thank you jaden

phobias , matt sturniolo.¹ ✓Where stories live. Discover now