ᴺᴱᵂ ᴺᴱᴵᴳᴴᴮᴼᵁᴿ

speech

(marcus pov)

me and martinus walked off the stage.

"your crazy" he said to me as i laughed, making others around us laugh.

we walked back to the table, and i saw y/n looking at me.

i winked at her, making her blush.

i sat back down, as the awards went on.

"best pop single" the lady said, i looked at y/n who also looked tense.

AURORA grabbed her hand and held it, smiling at her.

"i don't wanna win this!" she said.

"you deserve it though! what!" aurora said to her.

(y/n pov)

"the nominations include y/n gregorssen!" the screens showed me, my hand was seen to be holding someone else's.

the lady looked at the screen.

"oh! who's hand are you holding y/n, it better not be marcus!" everyone laughed as i blushed.

"whose hand is that?"

i mouthed AURORA.

"oh! aurora!" the lady said.

"so, y/n gregorssen, Annie, Emily blue and Julie Bergan"

my body tensed up.

i really don't want another award, others in this category deserve to win.

"and the award goes to...

Y/N GREGORSSEN!!!"

i shouted "NO" as the screen showed me stomping my feet in anger.

i was smiling though, i was happy to have won another category.

i looked at aurora in disappointment as she clapped for me.

i sighed, stood up and went to get the award.

i went to the microphone.

"well, whoever won an award before me, must be really fucking tall"

everyone laughed again.

"and i'm not complaining.." i said in the flirtiest voice ever, making everyone laugh.  the screen turned to marcus who was smiling and blushing.

i looked up at the screen

"the cameramen know what they're doing..." i teased, seeing marcus laugh, which made me laugh.

"anyways, what the fuck is happening?" everyone cheered.

"this is crazy, i mean, two awards? just unbelievable" i said.

"no but seriously thank you! i'm speechless"

everyone cheered and i went back to sit down.

then we moved onto the rock genre, i had one nomination in that, and i think that category was last.

i was correct, it was last.

the whole ceremony went by slowly, these celebrities started to talk for too long.

but eventually, we did end up to my category.

"okay, rock artist of the year"

i started to pray i wasn't going to win.

"the nominations for tonight in this category are... Skambankt, y/n greggorsen, and Sløtface"

silence.

"the last category of the night... here we go"

the envelope.

the lady sighed and smiled

"her third award of the night.." before she could finish, i knew it was me.

i put my head on the table, covering my face.

"y/n GREGORSSEN!!!!"

the lady screamed.

i had started to cry slightly, aurora rubbed my back.

it was so emotional, i won ALL of my nominations.

i stood up, fanning my eyes with my hands, as i went up the stage.

my award was handed.

"and before i hand you this award y/n, i want to let EVETYONE know that.."

i got nervous.

"you're really the first ever artist in norway to be nominated for three categories and win all of them"

i started to sob, but my tears were wiped away quickly with my hand.

she handed me the same award, now i'd have three crystal microphones.

"oh god.." i said, turning away from the hall to face the curtains of the stage so no one would see me sob.

everyone cheered.

"i like to um... take lots of things as a joke but... this, this is serious" i said, wiping my tears as everyone cheered.

"and i set a new record? wow!" i said.

i sniffed my nose.

"um, i don't have a lot to say other than, thank you"

everyone cheered again.

"i just wish i could say thank you to um.. my parents" i said, as the crowd slowly went silent.

"i had um.. this is very private but, i had lost my mum, right after my first ever performance in Oslo. some may know, others may not but, i found some sort of presence when making 'abusive career', despite it being tiring to make and emotionally, um, destroying, i've found some sort of presence there that reminded me of my mother. i used to write songs, such as happier than ever; when my mum was around. i, um, remember showing her the finishing touches 3 years ago, when i still lived in Sweden. and making this album kind of reminded me of that presence. my dad on the other hand passed away a long time ago. the reason i called the album "abusive career" was to kind of, showcase the whole part of a career for someone who has issues, and the worst part of it is that you can't really focus on what's happening in the family, or important things, but you have to focus on the career more, and the abusive sides of it, like, lack of privacy, lack of help, because the second you enter the music industry, your expected to be good at everything and not require help, which is obviously VERY negative. but yeah, thank you." i said, wiping my tears.

cheering begun, some celebrities emotional with the speech.

i walked back to my seat wiping my tears.

aurora hugged me, and i hugged her back.