sex therapy || chanlix

#41 edging

'you accepted me and my flaws.'

•:*✿.': ✿.︎-*✿.;.✿': ✿.︎-*✿.:•

"does this mean you aren't going to leave me?"

smiling against the blonde's lips, the brunette stretched out his fingers to entangle them in his dusty, soaked blonde locks, before reattaching his lips back onto his for a brief moment.

"i wouldn't dare.."

his contagious smile and words of affirmation made chan think reality wasn't real. though he craved for this moment more than anything, it seemed almost like a frenzy dream to have what he wanted.

as a reflex, his hands massaged around the brunettes thighs, absorbing the concept of this specimen finally being his.

chan was ecstatic just by the idea, so while shifting the younger back in his heels, he made sure to have a strong grip around his wrist, the one that was too afraid to hurt him, but also the one that was too afraid to let him go.

he dragged the brunette towards the nearest taxi, knowing damn well he wouldn't get his hands off the younger tonight.

chan was certain of that, since after hurriedly scurrying in the back seat, their lips found a way to attach again, both being eager as excitement brimmed them up.

felix pushed the older to lay flat against the backseat, his lips urging a rushed kiss to heat up at the quickest. chan's arms encasing around his torso and trailing down at his sides only encouraged the idea.

it wasn't long until the driver had to turn up the volume of his radio to block out the not-so-quiet moans and kissing sounds until they arrived their destination.

•:*✿.': ✿.︎-*✿.;.✿': ✿.︎-*✿.:•

"a motel?"

receiving a nod from the blonde, felix anticipated as he glanced down at their intertwined hands. usually, he'd yank it away because of the amount of stares they'd gotten when entering the building. not only were they completely drenched from the rain, but their hands were also intertwined.

but at that moment, when the blonde gave his small rubs of reassurance at the top of his palm, it calmed him down. and this peacefulness was something the brunette could not sacrifice, only for the sake of seeking attention.

"there's only one bed."

the blonde stated out of the blue as the two of them stood in silence at the elevator. and on his mention, the brunette started growing a shade of red. but before he could question, the blonde leaned towards his ear, whispering;

"we won't be getting a lot of sleep, anyway."

as if on que, the elevator went to stop at their designated floor, the older dragging him out, his need of gentleness gradually fading away.

just as the door came to a shut, chan then released his hand to stray from felix's as he needed to make sure their door would be closed tight enough.

that left the brunette to miss the warmth of his palm, and quietly wander around their motel.

'not bad.' the brunette thought. the motel was simple, a singular queen sized bed in the middle of the room with an attached bathroom to the right. in front of the bed was a large mirror, a desk and a mini fridge. though it was their biggest room, felix still felt satisfied that he at least had a place that wasn't his lonesome apartment, nor chan's apartment which had jeongin present.