just a bandmate (xiaoven)

part 12🌿 (TW: Selfharm)

Venti pov:

Rosaria opened the door for me and I stepped into her home.

We sat on her sofa and I told her about everything.

She patted my head and told me it'd be okay,but I didn't think so.
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Xiao pov:

"I'm gonna go to my room." - X

"Okay text us if you need anything." - A

"Will do." - X

I sat down on my chair,I closed my eyes and looked up at my ceiling.

I was interrupted by a knock on the door.

I made my way to the front door,Kazuha and Aether behind me.

It was Lady Yae our manager.

She hugged all three of us.

"I take it Venti's not here?." - Y

"No" - X

It was awkward talking about him.

"That's fine I'll send him a text later." - Y

"Anyway you've been invited to do a collab with  the idol,Kikuo,the show will take place in Okinawa,your plane leaves tomorrow at 6am,I'll be here to get you." - Y

"Alright." - All

"Okay I'll be leaving now." - Y

I shut the door as I groaned,this wasn't gonna be fun.

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Venti pov:

I got a call from our manager as she told me everything.

I sighed.

"Rosaria I have to go." - V

"Okay I'll drive you." - R

As we pulled up to the outside of the penthouse I hugged Rosaria goodbye as I made my way up the stairs.

I unlocked the door to find that there was nobody there.

"Great" I thought.

I went to our knife rack as I grabbed a small knife.

I sighed heavily.

I went into my room and locked the door.

I placed the sharp blade on my skin as I dragged it along.

Blood seeped out.

I wanted somebody to stop me.

I looked down at my exposed thighs.

I place the blade on my thigh again,but I made the cut too deep.

I screamed rather loudly as the knife clattered on the floor.

Tears came welling out as I held my knee in agony.

I wish I hadn't done this.

I heard banging on my door.

Shit.

I don't want them to find out.

I was covered in blood.

I groaned in pain,but I picked up the knife again.

I placed another cut directly underneath the previous one.

I wanted to stop,badly,but I couldn't.

My vision became blurry as I saw my door burst open.

I looked past Aether and Kazuha on top of me and at Xiao.
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Xiao pov:

I looked at Venti,drenched in blood with a knife in his hand.

I pushed Kazuha and Aether out of the way.

I got some bandages and wrapped Venti's cuts in them.

I asked Aether and Kazuha to leave.

I hooked him into my arms as I stroked his hair.

"I'm so sorry." - V

"Shhh." - X

Venti put his arms around me as he sobbed into my shoulder.

He pulled away and smiled at me.

"Sorry for worrying you." - V

I kissed him,I missed his taste.

I hated acting like I didn't know him.

I wanted to make him feel safe,I wanted to hug him and tell him it would be okay,to stroke his hair and smile at him.

But I also wanted to fuck him,to see him squirming underneath my touch,to hear him screaming my name and begging me to stop.

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