i head to my cousin moe house to figure out who killed my dad
" cousss" i hug him
" Wassup kila u ready for this conversation?" moe asked
" yea.. "
" Ight come on" he takes me to the back
we sit down
" So it was onna saturday it was me and uncle terry ( akilah father name) we was sellin sum weed on this alley it was like 3:30 in the mornin "
" Ian feel safe doin it cause it was late asl and nobody rlly asks us fa weed this early "
" So we serve it and get the money then that buyer pulls off as soon as get inna car another car pulls up wit sum bright ass headlights"
" Unc grabbed his pole jus in case and they got out the car on sum real coo shi next thing yk niggas pulled out they guns tryna rob us but unc wasn't goin fa it he shot one of the niggas tryna shoot the next one but his gun jammed and as im grabbin mines out the car they shot unc and and took the money"
i start feelin tears forming i hated that he was bein round the bush.
" moe who shot my daddy" i asked gettin mad
" Hollon cuz chill im gettin to it as they was pulling off they aimed at me and pulled down they mask sayin " SMOKIN ON TERRY" the nigga wit the gun was yo ex Tank."
" that's why he told me to stay at home that night" i say as tears jus start falling
" i trusted this nigga wit my whole life and he done killed my fuckin dad"
" Call him and ask where he at he gotta be gone today" moe said
i didn't know if i loved tank or hated him honestly, i wanted to die
i call tank
" Wassup ma "
" hey tank.."
" U good who fuckin wit u?"
" nobody.. i gotta ask you sum"
" Wassup"
" where were you january 12th?"
" Uhhh shi i was wit the guys gettin bank"
" what exactly u did to get bank "
" Why u askin all these questions lemme see who u around" he laughs
i look at moe
moe shook his head to show him and moe got behind the couch
i showed him
" im not around nobody"
" it's just the same day my dad died and u were out"
" Kila ian kill yo daddy" he laughed
" put it on yo momma tank." i say serious
" Kila" he looked at his homeboy tryna laugh it off
" because you know you did, yo bitch ass set my MF DAD UP"
i got mad
" HE AINT DO SHIT TO YOU BITCH ASS NIGGA WHY MY DADDY WHY TYMIRE"
" Kila im sorry he was the richest man in chi"
" you sorry? that's all you gotta fuckin say?"
" I had to do what i had to do"
i was so disgusted
" then you gon say smokin on terry you sick ass individual, i hope yo ass never get to see life again."
" and when yo punk ass die ima smoke on yo dead ass, matter of fact ima smoke on yo gravesite so u can get contact high wit yo decomposed ass u gon b smokin yo own ass , you ruthless ass bitch hope they stick a blunt in the place u get shot at."
He looked heartbroken when I said that.
i hung up
Moe comes from behind the couch and hugs me
i cried even more for hours..
Tank pov:
I regretted everything I did to hurt kila
I rlly love kila she the best girl i ever met she always had my back wit shi
" Damn brodie girl said she hope youn see life again" Kel laughed
" Mane fuck allat we had to get that money" Hezo said
" Nigga u good?" Kel tapped me
" Yea im straight" I dropped them off and went to kila house
I go inside to see her on the floor lookin half dead eyes was red and low
" Kila I can expl-"
" tank get out please" she said soundin tired and exhausted
" jus get out my fuckin life that's all i ask , why can't you understand, i hate you bro i can't believe i loved yo sorry ass , i even let you fuck me like im so disgusted in myself , u might as well kill me too
I jus stood there
" Im sorry kila i swea i am" i tried helpin her up
" no moveee LET ME GO " she said yankin herself away from me
