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We never got it right

Playing and replaying old conversations

Overthinking every word and I hate it

'Cause it's not me

Susheela was sitting in her room thinking how to convince Pramod 

She could not live in this big empty house even one more day ....yes her house was empty everyone moved out 

She was lost in her thoughts when she hears the doorbell ring

Checking from balcony she sees Pramod's car..., the same one...he hasn't changed it...part of her knew Pramod didn't want to let it go after all the memories they made there 

Susheela smiles to herself 

"Aaj to jaal me fas gaye Mr Chautala "

She quickly drops the ladder down the balcony and sits back ignoring the doorbell 

After 5 mins she hears a jump sound in balcony and she smiles 

Aree tum yaha? She asks faking her surprise 

"Vaise seedhi se aana n all....kuch yaad aa raha h kya...shadi ke pahle yaad h kaise aate- "

Shut up susheela! 

"Hmm pretty cheerful seeing your wife after soo long"

Jeene nhi de sakti mujhe khushi se?! Aaj prashu ko school se kyu leke gai

Kuch nhi rahta iss ladki ke pet me she thinks 

Jhoot bolna sikha rahi ho usse ?! Kitna try karta hu usse iss sab se dhoor rakhne ka taki apne maa jaisi na bane! Jhooti aur dhokebaz !! He says blaming her

Bass karo Pramod....5 saal mai usse kaise door rahi hu mai hi janti hu....she says in pain

Right...bohat sad hogi na tum....tumhe to 2 saal tak bacha bhi nhi chahiye tha na...prashu was just a mistake...tumhare dreams ke beech me aane wala obstacle jisko paar karke chali gai na ! 

"Enough Pramod beti h wo meri ! Aur tum accept karo ya na tumhe pata h that she needs me !! Bina mom ke wo nahi rah sakti h" 

I am enough- 

"Kab tak han? For gods sake tumhe kuch ho gaya to? " she speaks in small voice 

To bhi tumhe kya farak padhta h... chod gai na to mai jiyu ya maru why do you care ?! He replies rather broken 

Farak padhta h Pramod....pyaar karti hu tumse....pahle jitna karti thi utna hi... she replied

Pyaar ? Mujhe nahi lagta you ever loved me !! Sirf use kara tha pahle apni dhukan aur papa ke chakkar me fir apne dreams ke! Aur ab jab akeli ho gai ho to wapas aa gai ?! Meri beti ko le jane? This time I'll not get used- 

Slap!  

 " bass karo Pramod Chautala! Itni der se sun rahi hu iska matlab ye nahi ki kuch bhi bolte jaoge ! Agar mujhe prashu ko lejana hota to pahle hi divorce aur custody case file kar deti and you know ki custody mothers ko milti h usually!! Agar mujhe esa kuch karna hota to mai tumhari itni baate nahi sunti !! " 

Matlab.....matlab tum... prashi ko please mat leke jana ..... he replies shaken 

"Pramod give me a chance... please..."

Chance phirse hurt karne? Sorry i can't  

"Uss chotta haddi ka kya hua jo meri care karta tha.... mujhe bye bolne bus stop aaya tha aur T shirt dene....kya hua uska jisne mujhe bola tha you are my hero....uss promise ka kya hua first day first show first seat se meri movies dekhoge? Tum to lifetime apna 50% dene wale the na? Aur jab maine apna 50% diya to tum hi peeche hat gaye ? Huh jo ladki shadi....ladko se bhagti h usne khushi khushi tumse shadi ki thi !! Agar use kar rahi hoti to aaj hamari ek beti nahi hoti !! " 

Wo chotta haddi ab nahi h ! Tumhare pyaar ne usko ghut ghut ke mar diya!! 

She takes an ustra from the side drawer 

"Tell me agar aaj bhi mujhe kuch hoga to tumhe farak nahi padega ! Tell me you don't love me !! " 

Dekho... i don't care about you...bass hamari life se chali jao tum 

"Pramod agar ye blade galti se bhi nass pe lagi...,tumhe pata h kya hoga..." 

Pramod just looks at her expressionless 

She makes a cut on her wrist but Pramod didn't even flinch 

Hmm ab apka ye natak ho gaya ho so please stay out of our lives saying that he leaves 

Her blood and tears bohat flow out as he walks out 

She sits down crying cursing herself remembering prashu's 3 month celebration ~ the day everything went downhill 

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